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BLOG EXPIRED

2010-03-19T23:17:00.004+08:00

i hereby declare this blog dead.

let's mourn for a sec....

1 sec.

then...let's start anew!!

www.mengxin92.blogspot.com

new blog new life. bye old blog. let the new sheep do the talking. i'll remember the memories you kept within=]

L.O.V.E.

2010-01-18T15:43:00.003+08:00

this is just a random post larh. i saw this article while cleaning up useless files in the computer...
here goes:

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love.

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you."

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry.

Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

Lets commit the perfect crime
I'll steal your heart
And you steal mine

- alyson

awww~~~sweet right??haha...just random larh. hope u guys enjoy=]

chaoz~

a new experience

2010-01-07T13:22:00.003+08:00

yesterday was my 1st day tutoring at ttc. it felt good.

it felt good to meet new people. many of them. students are really cute, made me think of juniors in choir and pmo, missed them...it felt good to feel independant. it felt really good to be grateful with my own decision, especially it seem so long since i've done so. finally, i've accomplished something...it felt good to have a really busy and tiring day,since spm i've just been slacking...i've missed those days...

other than wednesdays, more or less i vegetate at home...hmph...i better find a college to start lessons soon or get another part time job. or else, MUSHROOMS will grow on my head...aiks...

chaoz~

5S7 Class Trip

2009-12-23T10:01:00.005+08:00

wee~~class trip is awesome!!!i'm sure every of us got the oppurtunity to know everyone better before saying a long goodbye...finally...we have our last days gathering together before parting and go on with our future...after this trip...we know we might not meet some of us anymore...and we will only see most of our people next march, when spm results are out...

the trip was held the day right after prom...so of coz the 1st thing we did when we started our journey to langkawi is have a good long sleep in the bus due to excess smiling to cameras and too much posing on the day before...some people even have the eyeliner still on...haha..

nothing too crazy happened in the trip (exception for one related to motor thingy)...though we spent most of the 1st day sleeping in bus/ferry/bus...but things are definitely looking up on the next few days...for example...goin up the langkawi hill by cable car is simply breathtaking...we might have even wanted to stay there for the rest of our lives, being at the top of the world and taking in the freshest air, if we're allowed, or if it never rained, actually...haha...then we have a ride on a speed boat at the geo forest park..where the malay guy who drives the boat taught us that the monitor lizard in the water in called 'gajah' (he's just joking)..and we have a minor water fight with si jun's boat...until si jun accidentally splashed water to ms ong's face while getting her revenge..oopss...

anyway...i got my 1st banana boat ride on the third day at batu ferringhi beach, penang...it was...wet...haha...very wet actually...and we're outraged when we found that we had to swim back to the beach on our own after the speed boat guy literally swung us into the sea...oh, well...at least that maked the stinky life jacket all washed and cleaned...haha...dinner at gurney drive is very very fattening..me, leng n huei tien ate noodles, o jian,rojak n muachi...quite full actually..but it would be more satisfying if we joined ms ong's table where they ordered bit s of EVERYTHING...haha..

the last night i slept late...playing mafia many many times n watching a movie with EXCESS foul words..er hem...coz i just dun wanna sleep so early for the last night...then during the day we ate MORE...cendol is too sweet la...then we dropped by at ipoh for lunch n bought salted chicken...we spent the last few hours of our journey snapping photos and playing cards..

awww....i'm already missing my classmates...
good luck, everyone...may u have a happy and bright future=]

special thanks to Charmaine and Robert...for all the awesome photos!!!(sorry i dunno which is which...if u noe u just poit out la)

chaoz~

Graduate Graduating Graduated T.T

2009-11-04T22:22:00.009+08:00

so, our little graduation starts with a

'KABOOM'

literally..some stupid DUMBO let off a fire craker or bom or whatsoever early in the morning...so our most unique graduation gift???SPOT CHECK!!!its like what the hell...everybody was like' curse u, stupid bomber!!!what the hell is wrong with u???wrong timing, wrong place, wrong day??'

lol...anyway...other than that stupid DUMBObomber...the rest of the day is simply AWESOME!!!as AWSOME as our class T!!!!!muaksss...the whole day proceeds in a happy tone, at least for me la...no crying or feeling sad ...because there's still spm n prom n class trip n class party...so its like no point getting all sad and emo now, right???lol..

actually, the whole day is just one big CAMWHORE-ing day...i just grab anyone i know who pass by and snap a photo...haha...obviously i can't get everyone's photo la...but most of them i think...and obviously not gonna post all of it here too...just a few=]

the BIG and the small

the s7 girlsssss=]

i love this photo, our class T is simply AWESOME=]

graduation lunch at domino's

before: (12 large pizzas)

during:

after:

group photos

mouth sealed...

er...guys are suppose to pose sexy for dis photo

hmm...guys can't really pose huh...

nah...they definitely can when there's FOOD..

who wants pizza??=]

lol...i simply LOVE my class, the one and only 5S7 =]

My Secondary School Life Ends here

2009-10-29T16:09:00.015+08:00

these are photos collected through out my secondary school life...

form 2
crystal's b'day party

golden jublee performance

the make up is ridiculous=.=

form3:
pmo concert

bbq party at pn. lim's house

form 4:

parade with the zoo gang!!!

gotong royong on a random saturday

ajk pic

pmo dusun eco trip

the so-call 'idiot' club

pmo camp

liu qin group=]

genting class trip

form 5:

class partaay~~~

pmo eagle ranch trip

ruan liu=]

choral festival -MCE

sports day

band concert

choir form 5s

choir pool side party

choir installation

pmo installation

prefects' annual dinner

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and our beloved 5s7!!!

friends, these are the sweet memories we share..do u remember them??

my secondary school life ends here T.T...

and a new journey begins=]

chaoz~

Graduation-another turning point in life

2009-10-29T15:13:00.002+08:00

okay okay..i know i'm sorry for letting my blog die for almost two months, but what to do, there's trials and spm is near...forgivable, right??

erm hem...so let's skip all the i'm-sorry-for-not-updating and i-should-not-abandon-my-blog crap and get to the point, okay?? the point is...

GRADUATION. IS. NEAR.

yup...i'm becoming too old for high school, and so i have to leave school next week, not to mention having to get back there to sit for spm after graduation, that's always the ironic part about graduation...people should finish everything including all sorts of exams, and then only they graduate, i mean truely graduate, NOT the other way round...its just so weird.

anyway, graduation is a BIG thing. BIGGER than spm. our high school lives end here. and we splits to go onto different paths. we're another step nearer to the real world out there. we're getting nearer to adulthood. bye bye teenage, hello adult age.

we're getting OLD...hmph..too old to attend morning assemblies...too old to go for recesses...too old to have school bells indicating the change of period...and too old to not bring handphone to school...haha..

so, friend...we're finally seperating...after dunno how many years...i really hope we would not forget each other and ALL he happy memories we shared.

good luck, my friend, on the road ahead. go on bravely without forgetting the footsteps behind. and most importantly, be happy=]

chaoz~

p/s: don't forget=]

CHS Prefectorial Board Annual Dinner

2009-08-26T14:45:00.012+08:00

Prefect's annual dinner is a BIG event..we have it every year at a high class restaurant or a hotel...even our eoved pricipal, pk hem and discipline teachersss attend it..this is my second year participating i think..its at armada hotel this year..the reason for me going is mostly because its my last year and i get eat YUMMY BUFFET subsidised by juniors and the board..why refuse nice food then??muahahaha..

of course..all GIRLS dressed up beautifully just for this formal event (including me la..hee..)..i was very worried in cased i was overdressed, but when i reach there..haiya..i dressed up just nice la..everyone also like that..nice hair..nice make up..nice clothes..nice assessories..so..this kinda event..u can guess what's the most important tool needed...CAMERA la!!!duh?

the second i step out of the lift, i can see ALL people busy camwhore-ing..then i just join the party there..stand there like a bunch of models..snap snap snap...flash flash flash..smile smile smile..everyone was busy taking photos with people among their group of friends..hmm..kinda less chance to really interact with juniors...i felt kinda awkward..smiling sooo much..kinda think myself in a pageant competition d..lol..

hmm...i very seldom (almost haven't) go to this kinda events..all dressed up..acting gentle..smile smile smile..no 38-ing..eat nice food..eat politely..walk elegantly...its like getting into another kinda society..the upper class 1(oo...) but,doesn't suit me..aiks

the food, presents and performances were good...well planned and organised, credits to the form 4 ajk biasa..everything went smoothly..i love the handmade presents (paper fan,memo hanger thingy and the cup)..i love the form 3 and 2 performances and i definitely got more than what i deserved...haha

well...this post would be meaningless without photos right??haha..present to you prefectorial board beauty PRINCESSES &...princes also la..haha

CAMWHORE!!!!!

standing there for dunno how long for ppl to take pics..

ai shuen-me-Michelle

li wei

hong ken a.k.a. pmo papa

amy a.k.a. pmo mama

khai hoe and susaint!!!(kah ming will love to see this, i think..)

leng lui!!!!pheewtt!!!

michelle

ai shuen

livia

shu han

christine

felicia

yea~~love this pic..love the paper fans!!!

me-zean shiung-lily

zong kiat

lie yang

ming zhao

teck ming-plays bass guitar banyak yeng!!

jia yi

hui xin

su teng

cheng hoe

miss prefect 2009!!!!and mr la..

stolen from kai boon's blog..nice right??

p/s: bet u can't tell i'm actually suffering excruciating pain due to my 3 inches high heels right..this tells u not to judge a book by its cover..haha

pp/s: sorry for the messy arrangement of photos..no time to blog properly la..trials is around the corner!!

chaoz~

POM POM!!!

2009-08-21T17:34:00.008+08:00

aiks..actually the 'pom-poms' play a really small part in my post today..but..hee...the name really cute ma..don't u think so???

POM-POM!!!!

introducing you my master pieces!!!specially made by me for my very very beloved juniors!!!!!!(ok lah..my kakak helped me a lot to make the pom pom..but still..i get some credit right??)

wee~~nice right??haha...specially made as an installation gifts to both my pmo and choir juniorss..love u lots!!!

ok..back to the actual topic-CHOIR INSTALLATION!!!haha..sorry la..i don't have pictures for this event..didn't bring my camera..hee..juniors who love me pls give me photos you have taken ok??haha..

well..all i can say is great job done!!!i can feel all ur love from the installation preparation just for us..the performances were SUPERB!!! form 1 singing is simply fantastic..like juin shen say..your expressions were sooo good!!!better than band performance!!haha..its like within 2 weeks u juniors have suddenly grown up, and can manage your singing so well by your own, i'm so proud=] .form 2s..haha..u all so cute la..we seniors haven't cry, but u guys are already crying, while singing..awww..it makes me think back the installations i' ve attended last 4 years..like u guys, i cried like hell during pmo installation for my seniors...this year, however, i did not cry for both choir and pmo installations..haha..dunno why leh??

thank you, juniors..for ur love and ur hard work throughout this year. u guys thank me a lot for so many things, but i feel that it is i should thank u guys for appreciating my presence, and loving me so much as ur senior, ur friend..u guys really grow up liao, i can see that..especially ming zhao..after u got ur post, u've grown up soooo much!!!rather than refusing to go back to class and begging to stay behind like the other juniors, u helped melody to ask and lead them to obey her orders..this show that u're ready to lead the choir to GREATER HEIGHTS in future...and we seniors no longer have to worry about u guys after we left..

form 2s and 1s..you guys have shown outstanding results and great passion in choir. but i hope you guys will start bringing up others around you instead of mixing around with old friends within ur own circle..make new friends..bring them up as well..guide them..share ur experience with them..all the experiences u have gained will be a waste if u just keep them to yourself..this is how u commit to choir and repay choir...if you think i as a senior have shown love to you (hee...), show others love as well..don't leave out any one..treat everyone as a family member!!

form 3s and 4s..big girl girl and boy boy d la..lead the club well loo...unity is the key to success!!!gambateh!!!form 5s..hmm..i'm not a committee in choir, but as a committee in pmo, i understand the feelings and experiences u guys are having..its like all hard work has finally paid off..hmmm..though i'm not in the committee, i can always see problems and worries u guys are having..things that happy juniors don't see..yup..WORRIES.ur beloved seniors are constantly worrying bout u juniors-during practices, parties, performances, competitions..worried that u guys don't improve, worried that you guys are not having fun, worried that u guys are tired and fed up..worried that u guys will want to quit..worried that nobody turn up for the practices..worried that u guys won't do well..WORRIES WORRIES WORRIES...now we've pass on this worrisome to the new committee..c??juniors..u really need to appreciate everything the committee have done for us..they're tha ones who have to arrange everything, to ensure everything runs smoothly, to ensure the ULTIMATE GOAL is achieved..

frankly speaking, i think this year's committees are the best-est committees we've ever had..i've always think this year as choir's 'tahun kegemilangan'..well done, yoon leen,briana, miaw fen, zulynn, nian xin..u've made a great president and music master. bravo!!!

choir itself is the greatest gift for me..as a non-committee, i'm able to see things from a different prospect, a simpler one. i'm able to enjoy the music and the fun without worrying other things. i'm able to befriend with juniors without the senior-junior gap. i'm able to act childish and young not having to act as a big senior who needs to be the responsible and discipline one. of coz i also lost the oppurtunity to learn and work with the rest of the form 5s. but i have that chance at pmo. as a committee in pmo, i have a different role. the 1 who needs to organise and plan and work and stress so that the juniors live happily ever after...haha..maybe that's y i did not cry today..coz the memories i have in choir are only all the sweet ones and happy ones..i have not really went into thick and thin with the form 5 committees..this should be one of my regrets, not having any hard time in choir..thxs to you, adorable juniors...haha..

last but not least, thank you all!!!for everything!!!!love you!!!choir forever!!!alto forever!!!

don't cry, juniors..i will always love you=]

-LOVE-

p/s: thxs melody, for making us drink the whole PAIL of orange juice in the 'never game'..hmph..i'll remember you and this memorable installation by that..haha ..

pp/s: i'm not drinking orange juice for the rest of my life

ppp/s: i really LOVE the lovely notes u've all written..thxs sooo much=]

chaoz~

choir gathering

2009-08-09T22:36:00.008+08:00

yep...just came back from gathering an hour ago..have to blog bout it now coz i'll be too bz studying for the rest of the week...

my days with choir are numbered..so i treasure every second spending time with my PRECIOUS juniors...though i din go super happy at the gathering.. i enjoyed watching the juniors play..screaming, laughing, running, pulling, arguing, crazy-ing...it make me think back years ago..i played like dat at any camp, any trip, any party or gathering..no worries and not given much thoughts about it at all..just play n have fun..today, i sat at the side watching them, having another kind of happiness, smiling and taking photos for them as i watch..watch them happily inviting me to jump into the pool with them..its a similar gathering as years before... yet a totally different feeling..in fact, i felt OLD..haha..yea..i can't think of another word than 'old'..

its weird i can suddenly be attached to choir in 1 short year..yea, i have been in choir for 5 years..but onli THIS year i felt attatched..probably is FINALLY i have the time to spend with choir this year..sorry ya..i have been very lonely in choir in the past few years..well, because i have no friends..i joined choir with a bunch of friends in form 1, but everyone quitted and i was left alone...though my attendance was kinda terrible, 2 surat amaran in a row,and was very lonely, i din want to quit choir..because, i LOVE choir n the music..just very alone, in case u din notice i was the onli person in my batch in alto (minus miaw fen as the conductor)..until i met all those ADORABLE juniors, form 1,2 and 3..always so happy to see me..finally, i have a reason to go to choir practices..to be together with my juniors..to guide n bring them up..finally, i have a PURPOSE in choir, a little important, not so invinsible..

and there're few form 5s who joined this year..juin shen, ru jun ,wai kuan, ji wan and others..make me feel i'm not the odd 1 in form 5 batch anymore..the 1 who have nth better to do than mix with small children..haha.. installation is near..n i've been thinking what i have to say..hmmm..i'm very proud of ALL my juniors..they've grown up, a bit..still a long way to go..i am touched with their passion towards choir..and ALL the memories they gave me- MCE, choir comp, BAND concert, eating 'tau fu fa' together, practices (good or bad), camwhore with juniors, EVERYTHING, i shall not forget..dun worry, i have many many photos to remember everything=]

today's pic:

crazy form 1 & 2..

zulynn-me-waikuan-nianxin

hey, shih kuan!!so happy to see u here!!

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introducig my BELOVED juniors!!!!!!muaks muaks muakssssss!!!

ting jia~ u have to be more confident and not so dependant..its time ur turn to guide our future juniors=]

fong khei~u very cute la..too bad u're changing skul next year..hmph..

yi yun~u've been doing very well..keep up the good work n passion n keen learning spirit=]

eeshin~though i din noe u for a very long time, i'm proud that u can improve so much in such a short time during preparation for band performance..hope u can keep up the good work..n i think u act '三姑六婆' very cute la..haha

gwynneth~haiyoyo..dunno how to say u..talk so much n so playful..haha..hope u can bring joy AND guide the juniors in future..form 3 d la..grow up loo...

melanie~hmmm..ur passion for PMO n CHOIR is unquestionable..just hope u can balance both of them in future..good luck=] (same thing applies to jie ying)

hui xin~congrates, music coordinator!!hope u can help to bring up choir n contribute more to choir..luv ya!!!

today's gathering is fun..though i din get wet(suprisingly),n i fell down=.=... i like ming zhao's bumble bee acting..i like the baby pool with steps which trick ppl to fall, i like watching the form 1 n 2s quarrel..i like camwhore-ing with u all!!haha..

luv ya~

chaoz~

its time to BUCK UP!!!!!!!

2009-08-05T15:44:00.002+08:00

oh right..its time to buck up!!
no more choir practices!
no more pmo pratices!
no more performances!!
no more excuses!!!
its soooo the time to buck up!!!

BUCK UP!!

need to study for trials!!
need to prepare for the SUPER BIG UPCOMING SPM!!
need to brush up my languages!!!!
my ENGLISHHH!!!
my CHINESE!!!
my MALAY!!!
need to start studying BIO ad SEJARAH now!!!
need to apply SCHOLARSHIPSSS!!!
need to prepare!!
need to research more!!
need to study study study!!!

study!!!

study!!!!!

no more excuses!!!!must be ready for the BIG day!!!

ok..back to my normal tone..just need a boosting for myself to get started..hee

chaoz~~

my FINAL performance at chs!!!!!

2009-07-26T15:30:00.012+08:00

the BIG day begins with dressing up n puting on make up..den we have....
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CAMWHORE!!!!!
wee~~~

me-juin shen-eunice

me-juin shen

me-wai kuan

juin shen n the twins (daniel n laniel) sorry..dunno which is which..aikss

wai kuan-me-zulynn

briana-juinshen (we can tell that js is unhappy with his height by the look on his face..haha)

me-ting jia~~~

me-sa po gwynneth...( suprised look because she stick her face onto mine..haha)

me-fong khei-huixin....n erm...jia zheng behind..haha

me-form3 altos-zulynn

juin shen-miss suzzana-me

me-melanie

miss suzzana ad we the 7 soloiest...woohooo~~
nianxin-jinyee-waikuan-briana-zulynn-me n....oops??where's yoon leen??

yoonleen-ming zhao-waikuan

me-gwyn-juinshen

braina-zulynn

nian xin..yeng-nya..love her made up lullabye..haha

what?we choir members are self-lovers to take sooooo may photos??its our form 5 last performace, ok..AND we do practise...see the proof!!!

choir GUYS singing out loud!!!

while girls still bz dressing up..haha

nah...we practise too..

everybody is listening attentively to erm...nian xin or yoonlee or zulynn i think...except for gwynn=.= (smiling atthe camera...) and me apparently,who is the 1 who held the camera..hehe..

oo...and did i mention all of this preparation is for the BAND CONCERT 2009, EAST WEST??

and we choir is just performing for 1 of the songs...A CONCERT CELEBRATION, which includes songs like the phatom of the opera, music od the night, don't cry for me argentina, superstar jesus christ, go go go joseph and memory...hehe...yeng-nya..

wee~~here we are!!!!see our sweeeettt smilesssss???
*awww......*

and 1,2,3 SINNNGGG!!!!!!

gwynn-me-eeshin

horh..some1 not smiling!!!

sha-la-la, jo-seph you doing fine~~~~

ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!

*clap clap clap*...*anchorrrr!!!!*

HEAL THE WORLD~~~~~

kaku smiling...half sleeping dat time d...sooo exhausted..

you and for me~~~~~~~

cheese~~~~wee~~~~concert endssss!!!!

thxs dad..for taking soooo many pictures..haha..
the onli regrets for that day is not able to watch band's concert...again...so i can't see how superd they are..and missed the purcussion performance..hmph..3 years later..i'll sure have the chance to watch!!!and eric was awesome..his conducting is so clear ad precise..hope we din let u down!!

its a memorable day=]

p/s:we look reali leng horh...hehe...hxs to pn.sally superb make up skills...and for me, thxs to nian xin too...i'll miss ur black high heels!!=]

tomorrow is the BIG day!!!

2009-07-24T21:48:00.005+08:00

1 more day

1 more day.
then there's no more diaphram-torturing, super-wide-show-teeth-until-your-face-ache-smiling, long-hours-standing-until-you-cannot-feel-your-toes, straight-line-walking-no-knee-bending-in-HIGH-HEELS, leg-aching-and-blisters-due-to-wearing-HIGH-HEELS, lunch-skipping, class-ponteng-ing, eye-foucusing, words-ENUNCIATING, dramatic-expression-showing,mentally-tiring, super exhausting choir practices...

yup.just 1 more day.
tomorrow is the big day!! and i can finally go back into studying..for trials lah duh.

despite all the 'suffering' n 'stressing'. no regrets lah wei..there's still a lot fun and enjoyment within..just i'm the kind person who complains more than who express the good things i really felt..its my last year..n finally i am able to do sth for choir=] since primary graduation, i NEVER have real stage performances any more..choir n pmo performances dun reali count, as u perform in a super large group, u see. In primary school, i used to be an emcee, a student representative, a play director, an actor, a singer, a story teller..a solo performer on stage...'used to be', that is.

since then, i never have or even try to do a solo performance any where near a stage. until now, i am given an oppurtunity to do it, again...and i have to start from scratch, n its a little tough...since, i'm no longer the primary school me...i have more things to worry and consider than i had in primary school..i won't tell in detail how much i changed..but its a lot..for the better or worse, no idea..hehehehe^^

so, 1 more day, we'll show the world of what we've prepared!!!!(ok, not the world exactly..rather the school..)1 more day, every hard work we've put into our songs will blossom n we'll be able to taste the tastiness and the pleasureness of the fruit of success.. (if we succeed la...hee.. but we will succeed=] )

and, after tomorrow... we form 5s will leave soon..its our last project..our last performance...the thought of leaving my ADORABLE juniors is very very disheartening..T.T..i'll miss u, guys=]

jia you ba=]

'the sweet scent of success is not as intense if you haven't seen your team through thick and thin'

Random Thoughts

2009-07-09T14:09:00.006+08:00

stay at home for 1 whole morning during a school day makes me think quite a lot...

-sometimes i'm better off ALONE...but only sometimes..
-felt inadequate..eager and desperate to get out of my comfort zone
-still have A LOT things to work on n to improve
-smiling is VERY important, more than you can imagine
-i wanna learn photoshop
-i'm actually strong enough to do what i want to, if i'm determined enough
-putting on a facade is cruel, yet essential..but i'm weak in it, but still working on it
-too many 'buts' gets to our way to our goals, too many excuses
-blog is not a good place to pour your soul in feelings into it...coz its public, n privatized blog just make the blog even pointless
-life is a journey, a chance, a privilage...
-we live to learn, instead of learn to live...
-i'm obsessed to articles related to life analogy instead of add maths these days..
-i prefer to 'discover' philosophies in random articles rather than read a 'Book of Philosophies'
-life is indeed hard, unpredicable, non-lasting, full of challenges, and incredibly short...but that's what make us appreciate life more..so if u want anything in your life, just go for it...there might not be a second chance at all..
-so much for a sick day, analysing life whole morning=.=
- if we could really 'analyse' life like written in 'The Secret' , our lives would be perfect..
-but an interesting life is made up of all imperfections joined together=]
-i should find a way to hide my anxieties, worries n fear for things
-in another words, train up an invulnerable facade...
-and shut up in some circumstences
-too much talking without filtrating it beforehand gets me into trouble
-like dis stupid post, i've made my points clear as crystal, n i'm repeating it again
-people are not stupid, they get the point when u tel them for the very first time
-and that's why we dislike pn.p...hmmm...
-actually dis post is a LOT of crap, in other words, common sense..
-i just want to make the points clear to myself
-so this post is actually a reference to my own rather than to u guys
-sorry if u read it n find it utterly pointless
-shit, i forgot to shut up again=.=
-so i better just log off
-sometimes people're better off ALONE, without me.. just sometimes =]

-chaoz

Tagged by LOUISE~

2009-07-03T17:56:00.005+08:00

Rules:

- Pick 12 people from your blog link list.
- You can also include the person who tagged you among the 12 people.
- State how old they are.
- State how you met them.
- State when you met them.
- State the most memorable thing he/she said to you.
- State the most memorable thing he/she did with you.
- State what will make/remind you think of them.
- Tag all the 12 of them after you finish the tag.
- Remind all 12 of them that they are tagged.
- The people who are tag can retag the person who are tagged.
- ENJOY!

1.Louise
17.same class, sit behind me, my personal walking dictionary (hope she wot mind..aikss). met her in form 2 i think, but not close with each other dat time. er...most memprable thing said, she likes my..erm...DARK skin colour...lol...most memorable thing done..creating 5s7 class pages!!!we form the 5s7 words with jelly beans..i provided the ideas n she drew n created the class page background...nice teamwork=] i'll definitely remember her stick mans...haha

2. Crystal
17.same class for 2 years, same gang (zoo), same tuition...noe her since form 1, n still having a close friendship=] said thati'm her sister fox =.=...always uses me as her personal 'heater' whenever she feels cold in tuition...n she's still doing it now=.= i'll rmb her when i see a crystal?haha...squirrel or cherry oso will do..

3.Leng Hue
17. sit beside me in class for 3 years...noe her since we were arranged to sit together in form 3...most memorable thing said, 'i wanna go toilet' ' i wanna sleep' 'i'm hungry' etc..most memorable thing done shud be when she ponteng class n leave me alone in class...wakakaka...no la...tempt me to eat grapes or other edible stuff in class is also memorable=] A jellyfish or the cute animal socks with ears are what i'll remember her by...haha

4.Joo Lin
16. through pmo..my childish, naive, cute,38 junior...wakakaka...noe her since form 2...when she 1st joined hua yue..she always shouts name to me like 'childish' or 'sa po'...but whatever...haha...she used to snatch my wallet from me to laugh at my passport photo or ic photo=.= same goes to my phone...my UGLY braces photo...hmph...i'll rmb her when i see any SUPER tall person...or maybe just liu qin will do=]

5. Ru Jun
17. through choir..onli dis year, but already quite close...most memorable thing said shud be telling me about the hand symbol of SHIT (just put ur right hand with the thumbs up on ur left palm...reali looks like a shit..doesn't it??) most memorable thing done is participating choir competition together...with many many funny jokes we shared...haha..i'll remember her when i see BIRU

6. Yi Shiuan
17. same class...hmmm...noe him through a game of GUARDIAN ANGEL in our class..most memorable thing said...hmm...mostly gossiping...muahahaha...most memorable thing done is definitely the case where he gave me a DESSERT RECIPE BOOK as a b'day present..haha...i'll remember him by...scouts???

7. Kar Yaw
17. same class...noe him when i caught him using a spatula to add SOLUTION into a beaker n laughed at him...lol...most memorable thing said is 'jin gak dao~~' or 'hou!!!' most memorable thing done is companying me to lrt station after making class page at yuee sun's house?besides that din do anything together i think..haha...i'll remember him by...panda bear??kinda resembles him...except noisier..hmmm..

8. Hock Eu
17. same class,same gang..noe him since form 2 i think..another walking dictionary, plus a amazing analysing ability..when he told me he erm...jungle trek almost daily..haha...most memorable thing done is offering me a mashmallow in class!!Nah...thats just today...it shud be the awesome chrismast party n the yummmmyyy christmas dinner he held last year...not to mention the homamade bracelet...ill rmb him by a rock...stoning there...haha

9. Jiun Shen
17. same primary skul...noe each other standard 1 i think...though different class at that time...i managed to make him cry...aikss...most memorable thing said shud be asking me who is SHIT (da bian) he or ru jun??...most memeroble thing done is participating MCE together(recent)..primary skul memories include wall painting, children's day drama, graduation trip etc etc etc..i'll rmb him by a pig...or maybe THE GOD OF PIGSSS

10. Jian Shen
17. same class in form 1 n 2, same gang...noe him better in form 2..sit in front of me, shared a lot stories...or even songs...most memorable thing said is SIMPLE ppl easily get bullied(meaning me=.=)..hmm, a piece of advice la...most memorable thing done is keeping me company in physics when i 1st go ttc for tuition...i'll rmb him by...matches...LOL

11. Melanie
14. through pmo n choir n merah..since last year..she joined both my favourite societies=] most memorable thing said is she loveee our eagle ranch camp n the dance..most memorable thing done is participating MCE together..ill rmb her by..er..her sweet smile...n zhong ruan..haha

12.Jian Kai
17. same class..last year, class forum..most memorable thing said to me, 'black sheeeeeep' with the 'e' enunciated dramatically...most memorable thing done..stupid card/wallet diasppearing tricks..billabang..any class jokes...i'll rmb him by..mr. Bean...

Malaysian Choral Eisteddfod (day2)

2009-06-03T15:33:00.007+08:00

posting 2 super long posts a day is no joke...so forgive me for the lack of description in this post...day 2 is mostly bout the announcement of results N photo session with other schools N interaction with our schools...

1st-philipines...abuthen by23.xx(gold)
2nd-cresendo voices by 21.xx (gold)
3rd-smk methodist,sibu by 20.xx (silver)
4th-dj by 18.61 (silver)
5th-CHS by 18.47 (silver VII, means high silver, we got wat we deserved=])

hmm....0.14 marks difference...but i'm sure we learnt a lot from each other...n master class with Andre is simply benefitial...he is so experinced n talented in teaching choir...30 minute master class, none of a single second is wasted=]

let's let the pictures reali do the talking this time, i'm reali tired of typing...

chs-philipines

chs-sumtet GUY school from perak...ooooo...

chs-methodist,sibu

chs-dj juniors(harmonix B)

chs-dj seniors(harmonix A)

earlier dat day, we were having LOTS of free time...while other teams are having their master classes...so we spent our time in the classroom, singing songs, syok sendiri, listening to lame n yellow jokes, laughing our heads off..den...FORCE dj juniors to syok sendiri with us...lol...poor kids, they just stand at the door dunno wat to do until we, literally, push them inside n shut the door...haha...

initially sitting in circles n singig together...

dj-ians arrival...

poor dj-ians stuck at the door, knowing not wat to do..chs-ains urging/forcing dj-ians to come in...

welcoming our guests...

the red n purples...

nian xin perform intalian song

little boy volunteered to sing too...

one of the dj senior is so sporting...play guitar n sing in front of everyone spontaneously...awesome..

yengness...

kai yi n nian xin practising 'meng tian'..

we are happy family!!!

random pics:

this pic remind me of shih hei being asked by seafield girls to be taken photo with...lol...hes so shy when the WHOLE choir teased him bout it...haha..

yixin-waikuan-fongkhei-khenghoe...

end of the day...sweet photo...don't u think??=]

victory=]

Malaysian Choral Eisteddfod (day 1)

2009-06-03T13:52:00.011+08:00

In case u are wondering, eisteddfod [ahy-steth-vod] means an annual competitive festival of poets/musicians/artists who are involve in artistic competitions of their craft..hee...sounds yeng right??ahy-sthethh-vodddd.....muahahhaa...n i proudly announce that this was where i spent my 1st two days of the school holidays...

to be honest, we were not very prepared for the competiton. due to exam, we had our very last practice at the saturday 1 week before the competition. on friday(1 day before competition), we had our briefing n the last sing- through. it was horrible, n i admit i was kinda disappointed n not confident for the competition...we sang worse than the last last competition which we got 3rd place for the district level.

the next day(competition day), we reached smk seafield at 9 sh, settled down, n before we have any time to warm up or even tart singing, it was time for us to try out(test voice) on the stage in the hall...we sang, n the sound system in the hall was hollow, er, means kinda like the feel when one sings in the toilet, u can clearly hear ur own voice...which is bad, for us,at that mo. we were used to singing in choir room which have very strong echo, which can easily cover up any flaws if u sing wrongly.in the hall, every sound u make can be clearly heard. n due to that, we sang very softly, kinda panic, n was like we had forgotten whatever techniques we had learnt for the past few months.dun get me wrong, we knew how to sing of course, but we were not in the situation n kinda forget everything we learnt. frustrated, we went back to the classroom.

everybody started to worry bout the upcoming competition which will begin in a few hours time.we discuss bout what we done wrong n THANK GOD most ppl have finally begin to sense the seriousness of the big problem we're facing n start to focus on our final practice. we have our very last minute sectional practices, n everybody was determine not to repeat the mistake on the stage. come on, we dun wanna let our teacher down just because we're not in the situation YET.its so long since i reali saw us so serious in our singing .in ONE HOUR TIME, all our feelings, singing techniques,emotions came back to us.finally, we remembered how was it like to sing as a choir. reali sing i mean. everyone was like, pheeewwww!!!! so close man, what if we reali forget the flow of the songs???i dare not imagine..its like a MIRACLE for all those things to come back to us in ONE HOUR TIME..thank god.....

so in the end, we did a great job...haha...with us blending our voices with one another, totally FOCUSING in our songs, n ENJOYING the flow of songs...all 'du passt zo gut zu mir',malaysia tanah airku n 'jekyll n hyde' were well-performed. even Andre the jury CONGRATULATED us after our performance,praise us of doing a great job, though the results were not out yet.
but then we foud out he did so to every other skul...haha...but whatever..we were happy enough to hear his comments.

so, let's let the pictures do some of the talking:

practising songs before competition..

guys syok sendiri, then demand that their photo is to be taken...

fully dressed to prepare for the upcoming competition..

juniorsss....

me-fongkhei-gwyneth(form 3 juniors)...

waikuan-nianxin

suet wei n me...de shirt behind us look like a headless person...lol...

melanie-me-tingjia

me-juinshen-yoonleen...

yoonleen-miawfen...

miawfen-jiwan...acting cute...lol..

jiazhen-juinshen-miawfen...some sort of family photo...but too dark...pai seh..

think they are acting queen n king or sth...syok sendiri den right d la...haha...

its weird to c how much time we can spend on camera hovering on our competition day...haha...its a talent we choir members have-take photos no matter where we are!! =]

after our performance, we were lucky to be allowed to watch other teams perform. n they were awesome!!!!the team from philipine are simply amazing, outstanding, remarkable,spectacular, fabulous, any word u could think of...the sang allelujah n 1 of their nation songs...its like omg...a real opera singer like christine daae is signing in person...n they look so mature...u'll think they are of age 20 sth n long since graduated when they are actually onli 15...so u can imagine y they misunderstood us as form 1 form 2 students...aiks...n crescndo voices from johor...i'll never ever say 'burung gagak tua' is a lame song after watching their performance...haha...sibu was also as good...awesome 'phatom of the opera'...though their make up is a bit er...over...can hardly differ a person from another under all those makeup....

p/s: seafielfd canteen's food is memang horrible...beh tahan...oily, expensive,SERIOUSLY lack of choices n even the amount of food is LIMITED...ming zhao suggest the canteen manager hold a tour to our school's canteen n c how a canteen is managed...i totally agree with him..

overall...its a great day=]

BIRD issue

2009-05-24T18:00:00.005+08:00

yup...i noe i shouldnt be here...since history exam is in less than 3 days time...aiks...but what to do...no mood, headache plus a little BIG distraction in my house right now...

yup...this is it...this black bird.obviously i dunno what name or specise this bird is so my sis just call it 'k yeng', but i still prefer to call it dai b..hee..

so, what is this bird doing in my house?good question...because i also dunno y...the story begins like this...

this morning when i was half sleeping half studying in my room, i heard my sis freaking out from down stairs...i went to check it out n turn out that its just a bird which have flew into our house... right, big deal...but there's sth funny about this bird...it wouldn't leave...think i need to EMPHASISE that again...it wouldn't leave NO MATTER WHAT...and its not afraid of human at all...i mean, when we stand right in front of it and say 'SHOOOO', it just use those big black eyes and stare back at u...come on, what kind of bird is that, considering it a wild bird, since it came from outside...

2nd odd point, it ADORES human...practicularly my family i think...when my small sis snaps a few photos of it, it felt kinda accepted, i think (dunno how bird's mind works)...anw, it starts to FOLLOW my sis around...come on, a WILD bird following a human around despite getting shoooo-ed away???this black little bird just went hopping around the living room tailing my sis and half- flying when it could not catch up if my sis walks too fast...i n my elder sis were freaked out n were asking my little sis not to come near us n asked her to shoo the bird out of the house...

yup...my brave little sis SUCCESSFULLY did so...BRAVO!!!!
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onli having to do it over n over again(walking around the living room n shoo-ing the bird while it happily tailing her around)when the bird comes back into the house,again...the whole scene repeats 7 to 8 times throughout the whole morning (what the heck=.=)...n i was wondering why i didn't make it to study today...

the shoo-ing bird thingy stopped for a while during the afternoon when it got too hot n we closed all the doors to switch on the air con...ONLY having the bird wandering in our garden throughtout the afternoon...we're like what the heck...can't find other ppl to kacau meh??maybe our garden is too attractive or we're too kind or sth????no idea...haha

when my dad got home around 4, we have no choice but to open the door... n there it was, waiting for its chance to return to its 'home'...yup, 'home' is the right word as it felt VERY at home when its inside...this time we have no energy nor the patience to chase it away again...so just let it be lo...shoo it a bit when it got too near to me...turn out its a friendly bird n won't attack ppl though it has considerably sharp beak n claws...we fed it some rice...n it watched me finish my bc essay...n i patted it a little bit...haha...

but then, i instantly regretted my too-friendly-behaviour when it start tailing me all around the house=.= i was like, 'oops, my turn...' i actually needed to rush into the kitchen n quickly closed the door behind me to get rid of it...then i hurriedly tip-toed up stairs through the living room to blog bout this before it discover my presence n tail me again...haha...

here's some photoa taken:

it was ALLLLL around the house...

u can actually c my sis take a photo of it in the reflection of the mirror=]

fed it some rice...

maybe it wanted to study sejarah too???

nah...it just wanna peck it with its beak...HAHA

n my dad's foot seemed to be more to its taste...XD

awww....adorable right????

dad say most probably its owned by someone n that'll explain its abnormal affection n lack-of-fear towards human...maybe that's y its so tame...haha...so, we'll keep it for the moment until it wants to take off itself...if not, we'll give it to our uncle who rears birds as a hobby...unless maybe u wanna keep it??haha...contact me then maybe i'll give it to u loo...hee...
we can't just let it off now, afraid that some cat might take it as a snack, due to its lack of ability to recognise danger n to fly high...

p/s: shud be studying...hmph...stupid bird=.=

chaoz~

another phone disaster=.=

2009-05-16T18:00:00.006+08:00

apparently i have bad luck with phones...as mine is currently being dried up under the fan due to having soaked in water for about 5-7 minutes.why????
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bacause my phone dropped into the loo today=.=

yup.it literally DROPPED into a toilet bowl.at block D. in skul. it went 'ploop'..then gone.n its shen's phone to be exact. i borrowed it from her since the last time my w580 was stolen.
if any scouts are seeing this they'll instantly understand wat i n shen was fussing about n literally laugh their heads off.really.its stupidly embarrassing.=.=

so, what happened was, i n shen went to toilet at block D. den in the toilet

'ploop'(handphone dropped)
mian:(in a calm voice)oh, phone gone d
shen:(at next door)huh?wat u mean?
mian:my phone drop d.
shen:u mean my phone??
mian:ya.drop into de loo d
shen:huh?dun play jokes with me wor
mian:reali.drop d.luckily my treasurer key din drop

few secs later...

mian:(realise wat reali happened)AHHHH!!!!!!MY PHONE DROP LIAO!!!!!MY SIM CARD!!!

ok.shen's phone. n 'my sim card' because it was already my second sim card n i had to pay rm10 for it.aikss..
=.=

then i went to get a broom n try to get it out... failed la obviously.it was too dark in the loo.so how?the onli way is to use hand, i told shen. so i tried to put my hand into the loo when shen stopped me, "at least get a plastic bag 1st la!!"...good point hor...then shen was screaming"shittttt...ew ew ew ew ewwwwww!!so disgusting laaa....the phone!!!AAAHHHH!!!!!" i calmed her down n ask her to promise not to tell anyone before it is settled, so we could go n get a plastic bag. we went down to the scout room (nearest place) as calm as possible, n asked, or begged to be exact, for a plastic bag.they were like y? n we were like just give it over onli lah! come on, the poor phone was still fully immersed in the dirty water at that insant, for god's sake.

then we rushed back up to the toilet n i just use the plastic bag n stretch my hand into the loo to save my phone, n shen was like"shittttt...ew ew ew ew ewwwwww!!AAAHHHH!!!!!"all over again. when the phone was out, it was dripping dirty water all over the places (with shen's screaming as the background sound effect) n i just rinsed it using tap water. (already wet ma, won't make much diff if u run it over tap water la=.=) then we fast fast walk back outside,passing by the scouts room, with their curious eyes staring at us,who are laughing n shushing, bet they heard shen's screaming. or not. whatever.

so u noe why its under the fan now lo...haihhh...thx god its a noob phone. so i assume it can withstand the wetness n damage done to it than a canggih type of phone, horh?

think i'll reconsidering the plan of getting a new phone this holiday. dun have much luck with phones around me.1 stolen n 1 fell into the loo. that's reali bad luck considering both happened in only half a year=.= who knows the next 1 may get crushed by a car or eaten by my hamster???i could not be sure...aikss...

the upside is, turned out that my sim card survived=]

hope the phone revives too.

sorry shen...hehe.

p/s:i've wore my new retainer for exactly 24 hours since yesterday n is already SICK with it. it sucks to have a plastic lelangit n i miss my real lelangit. those wearing retainer knows very well what i mean=.= n there's still 6 more months to go before i could be free from wearing this.ok.5 months n 29 days to be exact.

yish...bracing sucks...y can't i just be borned with nice white enlined teeth???

fine. babies are not born with any teeth. but still. i dun mind if i am born with them.haha.

pp/s: i found out wat is du passt so gut du mir, it means 'you are so good to me' =]

chaoz~

R-E-D is hot to go!!!! H-O-T-T-O-G-O!!!

2009-05-10T16:10:00.018+08:00

sports day was last friday, if u're clueless...lol..

here're pictures taken on sports day...lets start with the marchers from each houses, shall we???

merah's theme this year is pinochio, which matches the skul theme, honesty=]

kawaii ne~~~

hijau's theme is durian army

kuning's fire n human torch

ungu's theme is alien, here to protect the earth

biru's theme is the blue wolves...ah wuuuuuu~~~~

next, let's c our adorable mascots=]

our dear mr.fairy god mother....make a wish n ur dreams'll come true!!!
well, at least u'll be a real boy if u r pinochio...lol

durians' not cute???well, think again! durian is also kawaii ne~

purple's alien king i think...

oops...can't get an individual pic for mr.fire

Mr.wolf: arise!!!!my baby wolves.....

our hard work- tents for each hoeses...everybody hard work on it for a month...

n finally...my personal elaboration for red house n other random stuffs...haha

factual information: pinochio's cute outfit is just made of evironmet-friendly recycle bags as the fashionable 'lantern' shorts, bottle caps as button, CD pieces as decoration along the belt, newspapers as the BIG RED bow ties, toilet rolls as their wooden noses, feather duster's feather as the decoration on the hat...muahahaha...yeng leh~~

its show time!!!!!!!!!puppet dance!!!

awww~~~aren't they adorable????

oops?!why the puppets dun move 1?

fairy god mama...pls save them!!!

yea~pinochios revive!!!

tepuk pinochio!!!!

merah practise honesty!!!

n we serve the skul=]

merah crew back from their fabulous performance

merah's khemah

i love this kawaii faceless soldier withy trumpet=]

giant pinochio, u shud count ur self lucky if u can c dis...its a once in a life time experience!!!may as well break the world largest pinochio record...haha

nice logo right??haha...i'll smack u if u say it look like robin hood=.=

dun get frightened...its just our pinochio puppet behind the curtain...

yup...its our pinochio made from bottles n newspapers

n its a real puppet...pull the string attached to it n it'll wave n dance at u=]

overall, merah got 4th place...we all did a good job n won both in pembarisan n perkhemahan.
wat?u dun believe me?i ensure u, we did win in the perkhemahan...we got champion! we won ALL students' hearts. ask anyone, they'll tell u the same answer. read any oher ppl's blog, ull c the same sentence. who cares what 'some people' did to us n lose us the cup, we won peoples' heart. yes?u dun think so?try to beat us by building a better tent then...no, not by stupid tricks...its how your work touches ppl's heart that matters, not how much marks n wat place u got, stupid.

that's y i believe each n everyone of merah members put 100% hard work into our work n gained 99% of outcome. the 1% is the cup, 100 marks n the hamper.
99% includes invaluable friendship, new experiences, n most importantly we made the impossible possible. we showed ppl our high spirit, we made such a complicated, multi-layers n remarkable tent yet completed it the fastest.

for me, i got to know new friends like yi chin, zhi yee, sher ren, kah poh, jie en, kah ming n other graduated seniors... n of course working with my old friends made me know them better, such as leng, pei en , jo lee, yeong yih, jiwan, si jun, jin yee, miaw fen, pooi ling,zean shiung....working together to achieve a goal is the nicest thing to experience. we can look past each others' background n put aside each others' mistakes to aim for the ultimate goal.

i oso gain new experience. for instance, working throughout the whole night until 5.30 n slept til 6.30, onli having to rush a bath at block E around 7 n humilating myself by walking back to the sports centre wearing whites n slippers with damp-uncombed-hair and a towel around my neck, passing by the canteen with many many students looking at me, wondering where dis odd person come from=.=fisshhhh....
oh, n observing the full moon on the padang. did anyone noticed how round n bright the moon was???what a sight=]
n lying down on the padang, its cooling, but dirty n itches me...haha...
n crying together due to the un fair result n manage to smile together again
n cheer together of coz
n ate a turned bad sushi until got food poisoning=.=
n got pelaka all over my limbs n shirts n shorts...n my clothes will be stained forever=.=
n many other things that can't be described in words n u could onli understand them by experiencing it.

this is the best sports day ever.

n its my last time.

its my last year in chs T.T

go merah=]

yup...ultimate freedom achieved=]

2009-05-09T21:54:00.003+08:00

yea~~~~i'm here to announce......

MY BRACES IS GONEEEE!!!!!!!

GONE GONE GONE!!!!!

wat happen is merah's mascot, MR. FAIRY GOD 'MOTHER' say malimalihom!!!!begone braces!!!
and i have brailliant nice teeth!!!haha

ok.that's crap...

but, who cares, i met my dentist on sports day. at skul. n my braces is gone dat day.
haha...actually both stories are true but have no connection...

yea~~~

ULTIMATE FREEDOM ACHIEVED!!!!

oh fine, ignore the fact that i have to wear a retainer for six months 24 hours a day n wear it every single night on the next six months n wear it on alternate nights on the following six months=.=...dat means 1 n a half year to go....

but for now, i can smile n smile n smeil all i like with nice nice teeth...n u can do NOTHING about it...muahahahahaha=]

say cheese~~

p/s:went to choir prac today...sang GERMAN SONG man!!!never thought i have a chance to even read german...du passt so gut zu mir is the titile of the song...its quite ince...but i seriously have NO IDEA what its about...hahaha..

pp/s:went to temple to celebrate wesak today...n feel in love with the chanting song...haha...sound so peaceful...

chaoz~~

COUNT DOWN.....to ultimate freedom!!!

2009-05-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

yea~freedom is near...way way near...haha...

after suffering for 1 whole year, getting several minor injuries n de excruciating pain...freedom is very very near....haha

atlast.....i'm gonna be FREE!!!!

5 DAYS TIL ULTIMATE FREEDOM!!!!

YIIPPEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no idea wat is dis crap about??haha...dun worry...u'll noe eventually...check out my blog on friday (if i have de time to blog bout it anw...)

or else...c for urself on monday...haha.... *winks*

bzbzbzbz

2009-05-01T22:51:00.003+08:00

hmmm....sorry for all the 'explosions' in my previous posts...especially the 1 bout streamyx, it was random n stupid...aiks...so, in this post, i'll be back to my old sweeeet n demure self again (eh hem..)..hahaha.

so, today went to skul for merah, 1st we collect bottles, then wash bottles, then....cook starch=.=weird that no1 seem to noe how to cook starch...so i helped=] a little...hee..but with de mini size stove n the lack of a cover for the pot n the windy condition, it took so long for the water to boil up...turn out to be successful..at least we din burn down the skul lah...hee...

oh...n the smelly dilluted turned-bad starch...no1 seem to even dare to touch it for dis few days...o today i have to settle with it by my own=.=when i open de lid, i was like' no wonder no ppl wan to touch it lahhh'...haih...even with my flue, the sour sour smell somehow find its way through my nostril n triger my receptors n send nerve impulses through affrent neurone den to interneurone den efferent neurone.............u noe wat i mean la....it STINKSSSSSS!!!!!omg...de smell....weiiiii daooooo~~~~dunno how to say...it'll haunt me in my dreamss...haha...so i have to pour ALL de stinky disgusting watery starch into de drain n wash ALL de containers...unpleasant experience..haih...omg...hope we'll able to use up ALL de starch we cooked next time before it turn bad!!!!

den..cont doin merah project until...i was 'called' to get back to pmo practice...aikss...no choice lo...but practice turn out not to be THAT waste of time...so okok la...at least got a bit of my point back for practising...just kept myself bz practising de whole afternoon to avoid sensitive conversations...hmmm...notice they had a 'meeting' with a few ppl later...hmmm...

back home after prac..noe wat i do la...called stupid streamyx...blog stupid stuff...until dinner lo..den tuition...so kinda bz de looo

hmmm...crapping onli hor...coz not much incidents today...not much elaborations too...but just wanna push aside all de stupid emo posts...hehe...emo image not good de ma...heee

so that's all lo...chaoz~=]

paiseh

2009-05-01T18:59:00.002+08:00

hee...nth's wrong with me
just seriously pissed off by the stupid streamyx

just PISSED OFF

I have other more meaningful things to post about but de stupid streamyx drive me sooooooo mad that i 4got wat i wanna say

so i'll juz use this opportunity to critic f***ing streamyx

yishhhhh

-called COUNTLESS times to streamyx bcoz i can't on9
-wait for 20WHOLE MINUTES just to wait the stupiddddd person to pick up the phone
-listen to 'sorry, all our agents are currently engaged, ur call is important to us, pls hold on while we try to connect u' over n over n over n over n over again
-still, no1 pick up
-when they do, they ask alllllll de STUPID ANNOYING questions again........
-wat user no, auto or manual connection,wat brand of modem, windows xp or vista, have u try dis or try dat, more ques of have u try dis or dat, n more more more...........
-they just follow the procedure
-ask u to call back after trying xxx
-then have to wait for them to pick up de stupid phone again
-all our agents are currently engaged, pls hold on while we try to connect u
-de phone call is charged
-u have to wait while they run to check ur data
-again
-yish
-wat de heck service is dis???????
-pissed off!!!!!!!

i wanna explode

2009-05-01T18:54:00.002+08:00

I.AM.REALLY.GONNA.EXPLODE.

YISH

NTH DONE

CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT

I'M GONNA COLLAPSE

JUST SHUT UP

SERIOUSLY, JUST SHUT UP

screwed up everything=.=

2009-04-30T16:42:00.004+08:00

omg...life is HECTIC nowadays...so many things to do, yet NOTHING is done, n i have no idea how to do any of it!shit man...i'm kinda lost d...haih..

so, forgive me to type an emo post(1st n last time i hope)...aiks...because, it SUCKS to admit, despite how i disagree with emo ppl, that i'm emo too...sometimes larrr...haih...dis computer sucks because i have wanted to post this for sooo long but onli can do so today because it was spoilt AGAIN n was repaired n brought back just yesterday...almost make me explode with emotions...i seemed to have screwed up EVERYTHING...like everything'll be better without me...yishh...

how i screwed up everything??
1.i screwed up pmo
-attendance kinda bad..de committees kinda mad...at least 1
-have to ponteng tomorrow again, due to merah
-lost my point of practising
-pmo shirts not arrived yet
-account not done
-fees not collected still...(YOU BETTER PAY ME IF YOU HAVEN'T DO SO, I'M WARNING U!!)

2.i screwed up merah
-wat the hell, i'm de head of deco
-no idea how its done
-they'll be better off without me
-can't contribute much because of daily choir practices
-onli can contribute de glue i cooked
-fine, aunt may cooked it
-glue turned out to be too diluted dis time, n has a bad odour =.=

3.screwed up my health
-wat the hell, constantly sick
-coughing , flue
-as if i dun have better things to do than falling sick
-costant tiredness
-bad temper
-can't sing properly in choir
-used up many many many tissues
-always have to look for tissues
-not enuf tissues
-FREAKINGLY ANNOYING

4.screwed up my studies
-missed class for almost 3 whole weeks
-another week to go
-homework not done
-more projects to be done
-no time to revise
-missed tuition
-sleep in tuition
-can't understand a thing in chemistry
-can't catch up
-poorly left behind
-exam coming again

5.screwed up my friendships
-bad tempered
-sick
-tired
-i'm ABSENT MINDED
-i'm constantly day dreaming
-whatever
-no longer share things with them, either too bz or lost interest
-NOR they share things with me
-i'm ANNOYING
-i complain a lot
-i'm always unsatisfied with things
-i'm irritating
-i'm noisy
-i repeat things constantly
-i NAG a lot
-i'm angry
-i'm frustrated
-i'm emo
-i have a problem
-i'm impatient
-i shud just shut up
-my onli solution is to take deep breaths...aiks
-n to blog of coz
-i'm lost...

6.screwed up my 'facade'
-facade is sth fake n cruel yet NECESSARY
-i'm WEAK at it
-i show all my emotions on my face
-ppl c through me easily
-ppl can tel when there's sth wrong in my mind
-which is bad, because they'll just take it as i'm being emo
-i speak my mind too often
-i look blank when i'm thinking
-can't control my feelings
-d onli place where i can look normal is in choir, coz i have singing to distract me n to cheer me up
-in elsewhere, i'm vulnerable....

7.screwed up prefects
-always did so anyway
-just dat on top of the list i back out from the marching during sports day in a very unwise n 'noisy' way
-which screwed up my image
-he was being irreasonable anw
-as if i care
-maybe i do
-but whatever

onli thing i HAVEN'T screw up is choir i think...n most likely ill screw it up as well in near future...luck just won't work well with me...

p/s:i was not emo today, dis post suppose to be typed last week, or at least yesterday...dun ask me if i'm fine, coz i'm perfectly fine... fine, maybe u won't ask me, i'm juz perasan.

pp/s:oh ya, we got 3rd place in choir competition.not a good result but i felt quite fine with it.
oh. n if u're a choir member from DJ, or even a student from DJ, kindly pls WATCH OUT, we'll meet again in near future, during choral festival, we beg ur pardon if we accidentally-on-purpose beat U in the competition. til we meet again=]

mr.mushroom

2009-04-09T18:21:00.003+08:00

FINALLY able to post a photo of our mushroom project!!! i got so much trouble just to get this potos leh coz i brought camera to skul for 3 days n could not even find a minute to snap a photo of my mushroom so in the end i have to get the photo from else n de whole thing is kinda stupid but at least i got the god damn photos from my juniors in the end.ha.ha.ha.

n...here they are!!!!!i'm proud to present u our 1 n onli giant mushroom stationary keeper!!!!

awwwww....isn't is CUTE?????

GIANT mushroom n baby mushroom...

wat??u think its just an ORDINARY mushroom model???well think again!!it has BUILT-IN cabinet in it...my idea...haha...amazing right???

oh fine...de credit goes to hao jian..as he is the 1 who used a industrial saw to cut open the iron milk powder container AND the 1 who made the built-in cabinet AND the 1 who provided his unwanted carpet for us to make the 'grassy' ground AND the 1 who made the AMAZING cabinet door...he had to drill 10 HOLES on the tin just to make the door....

well...at least i provided the milk powder tin...aiks...n make the GIANT mushroom head...n colour it...n gave the idea of using 1 cent coins to make the pavement on the 'grass'...so i'll have some credits oso right???haha...

n of coz credits to yi yan who made the pencil holder...n the mini mushroom (the mini mushroom head can be removed to put things inside the mushroom...haha)..n the cottage for putting memo pads..

n thxs to wen yan for the instrument pictures n the fences made of toothpicks n colouring n the sweet smile n the tissue pasting of coz...

n chun hoe who so eagerly volenteered to help...n provided the hair dryer to dry u the gums...n enjoyed too much using or playing with my hot glue gun until all the wax are used up...

n wen hao who provided sooooo many cardboards...n brushes n colours n crazy funny lame jokes n comments...haha...

last but not least xue ying who help in the dirty n sticky tissue pasting process...

all of us took part in the colouring of the mushroom...

oh ya...thxs to all pmo members who helped by giving constructive comments n even help out a lot in the colouring...

oh...n my dad who gave me de idea to use kuali as the mould to make the mushroom head...hahaha...

well done everyone!!!

p/s:heard that we got the second place...haha...kelab kreatif got 1st of course...with their shiny balck coz from the zodiac...so cool...make ours look quite...childish...aiks...whatever...they're kelab KREATIF ma...wheras we are hua yue members...c??we don't onli play instruments...we can draw n colour n make things too!!!!wakakaka....we are soooo artistic!!!

chaoz~

MuShRoOm PrOjEcT

2009-04-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

hee...wondering wat de hell is de 'mushroom' project i mentioned in my previous post??lol...i'll explain it la...it saved me from further stress of that day...so its still a happy ending for my 'stress day' loo...haha

mushroom project is actually a project organised by lembaga kitar semula...just dat its actual name is not 'mushroom project' la...its called 'ciptaan kita semula'...a competition organised to allow us to use our imagination n creativity to design a model using recycable or uwanted materials...except no1 really bother it though its compulsory for each club to hand in 1 project...despite dat, we pmo find de project really fun n took it veryu seriously...thxs to my 'brilliant' idea...we decided to make a mushroom model...a GIANT mushroom which we can use it as a rack...thus the name of 'mushroom project' is born...lol...

however...it turn out dat our 'mushroom project' is kinda successful...lol...make me realise such CUTE form3 juniors i have...haha...n most importantly, make me realise how much i loved colouring...never colour anything since form4...miss it...haha...lastly, instantly relieve all my stress of the day...just sit back n enjoy the bright colours i was putting on the mushroom...listening to the form3's lame n small arguments...joking about...so relaxing n stress relieving...haha...was happy to c many other juniors who are eager to help too...they're attracted by the GIANT mushroom's cute n short size...all wanting to join us in the colouring job....so, the colouring of the mushroom was done in a short while...n only small details are left to be done tomorrow...yea~~~

hmmm...though dis mushroom project used up a lot of my precious time...its never a waste of time...because i get to noe my juniors much better...n i get to revive my passion for artcraft, finally...this is one golden chance that i felt lucky i haven't missed=]

p/s:i'll take photo of the GIANT mushroom tomorrow...then u'll c the final outcome of our work...haha

stress=.=

2009-04-01T17:59:00.003+08:00

so...today, i was very stress...yup...exam is JUST over...n i'm already stress.y???stupid la...so many projects...

reasons i was stressed up today...(pls dun laugh...T.T...i noe i'm very weak...haih)

1.chem project due dis friday(though i almot done it)
2.moral project due dis friday(ditto)
3.mushroom project due dis friday
4.weather too hot
5.not enough sleep
6.too tired
7.bcoz went to do class page right after saturday's pmo practice, stayed up late, continue doing class page on sunday
8.skul on monday, mushroom project after dat, tuition after dat, tutoring at night
9.skul on tues, tuition til 5 sth after dat, tuition at night
10.all tiredness accumulated until today
11.photo shooting, hot sun.
12.rushing STUPID chem workbook all day,copy copy n copy...
13.CONFUSING chem lesson...teacher speeding, giving wrong information,can't catch up with de lesson...T.T
14.SUPER SPEEDING english lesson...(its de last lesson, i'm totally worn up...aiks)
15.supid sivik hw?!!!!wat de hell...yishhh...
16.walk out from skul after skul dismissed under hot sun, carrying bag n clothes n shoes n books n file n GIANT MUSHRROM...hand aching...exhausted again
17.super hot weather...sleepy n sweaty state
18.counting on sleeping after lunch at home...hoping my transport'll reach soon n i can finally rest...
19.wait n wait but no1 came
20.walk back to skul with all my things, including GIANT MUSHROOM,hand aching
21.saw my fren who was suppose to fetch me home
22.fren told me dat she 4got to tel me dat she's staying back after skul today...means i have to stay back in skul til 4.30pm...
23.that was the last straw
24.dream bubble of taking nice sweet nap at home burst...T.T
25.dream bubble of finally catching up all hw n projects n revision of lessons BURST...
26.frustrated n exhausted n HUNGRY
27.finally BROKE DOWN...gave my fren a shock...aiks...
28.a number of ppl saw me T.T ...gave them a shock too

hmph...sorry lo, i noe its nth to stress or cry about...but still...hmph...spm year...stress...aiks...memang weak la me...haih...scare this'll be de 1st of few time me breaking down b4 de actual spm...(choi!!!touch wood=.= )i'll be able to overcome de la...must be strong enuf=] most important thing is sufficient sleep...aiks...

CHS Choir....lalalala~~~~

2009-03-19T21:00:00.004+08:00

yea~dis school holiday, i spent my days to go for choir practices....3 whole days...exhausted...

but guess wat???dis is the best practice i've ever been in ALL my 4 years in choir club...yup!!!thxs to de well-planned schedule by the music masters...n de well-organised system...they've put a lot effort in it...n i'm sure its not wasted...haha...i think dis year's choir system is de best i've seen in my 4 years...systematic...n also effective...well done,committees!!yea!!!!n of course thxs to super cool miss susawna....ALL her words are sooooo INSPIRING!!!i've learnt a lot...so beneficial...u can never get tired of her talking...haha...many thxs to all of u....haha....

seriously...never seen so many people coming for practice...in all my 4 years as a choir mbr...plus its a school holiday!!!wow...choir become yeng d...haha...n de sweet cute little juniors...lol...dunno y most of them thought i'm in form 2=.= never noe that i'm almost de oldest in choir adi la...gonna gradute soon...aiks...anw, most of the juniors, both old n new ones, are VERY eager to learn...good loo...so long din c such ADORABLE juniors d....haha...looovvvveeeee them lots...muakss!!i'm sure they'll lead choir well in future...as long as they have their heart in choir...haha...

hmmm....choir practices these few days are simply ENJOYABLE, RELAXING yet INSPIRING...nvr regret for goin...even though its tiring...AND have to skip some 'events'...but whatever...haha...i really get to feel the 'family feel' in choir now...except dat i'm like a parent there...lol...old senior adi ma...haha..oh...n for alto group members...especially those who think that they are placed in alto because they are not as high standard as the sapranos...never think alto is just a background for all the melodies..we are the support for the melody...or else the melody'll simply be boring without us...wahahahahaha...c???alto is very important leh...i looovvveee alto....double muakss....

for those who are facing serious stress problems, i strongly recommend u to join choir...trust me, i think choir is the ONLY society where u can relieve all your stresses, sit back n relaxs a peace of mind, while sing your souls out of u...until u have all those problems, whatever pressure n headaches out of ur head...i guarantee u'll feel much better in no time...

hmmm...suddenly have the confidence that choir might get into national level tim....aiks...if we keep up to this passion n hardworkship anw....lalala....my last year leh...hope can do best looo...
THIS IS THE MOMENT OF THEM ALLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!

yea~choir holiday.....haha...

do

mi

so

do!!!!

haha..

chaoz~

2009-03-03T18:55:00.002+08:00

Dear me,

Here's a piece of advice from me.

Please learn to CHILL in future.

yup...chill. i noe exam is around the corner... fine, exam is WITHIN A WEEK...yishh...but still, chill!!! phew...i must learn to control myself, stop bein so 'aggressive' ,(aiks...think dis word is kinda over=.=) talk slower, and CALM DOWN...haih....chill man!! T.T
if i adi act like this by now, what will i be during exam??people'll seriously think i'm insane!!
sorry, dear friends, if i'm driving u guys crazy...aiks...i have to learn to relax more=.=

if u are feeling stress too, pls follow my lead-

   breath in

         breath out

                      BREATH IN

                                      BREATH OUT

feeling better???haha....good=]

yours faithfully,

me
p/s: pray hard all of us'll survive after the BIG exam...aiks...good luck=]

my big lesson

2009-03-02T15:21:00.000+08:00

Great, my modem is faulty just when I need to get on9…
So I type this in Microsoft word at 25th of feb, not the day I posted this…

So, today I got my big lesson. I learn NOT TO MIND OTHERS BUSINESS….yish…coz some ppl just don’t appreciate it!! there’s a dog eat dog world out there, n if u don’t fit in, u’re just disqualified from the big game…this world is all about reality, n REALITY IS CRUEL, just get over with it already!!!

So, what made me learnt this lesson today?? no, I’m NOT going to talk about the particular case right here. Instead, I going to tell a story bout 2 stupid cats which is similar to my case in reality….so dis is the story, invented by me, copyrighted!!

“ One day, there’s many cats looking for food on the street, suddenly, a fish seller poured a pail of unwanted fish heads on the road…Oo~ FISH HEADS~~~~ All the cats are sooo excited…they exclaimed: “hey!!!! FISSSHHHH!!!!! MEEOOOWWW!!!!!”

So, all of them rush to the front to eat the fish heads, enjoying themselves, having a good time. Only one cat, a skinny one (stupid cat 1), stayed behind, looking at all the other cats in a very disapproving way…although he is very hungry, he just sit there, looking upset n frustrated…

a BLACK cat among the other cats (stupid cat 2) felt curious, it doesn’t understand why that skinny cat wouldn’t eat…so, it stopped eating n confront the skinny cat, “hey, skinny, y don’t u eat??? its fish!!! come on!!! meow!!!”

The frustrated skinny cat finally had his chance to let out his feelings, n he isn’t going to let go of the golden opportunity. So, the skinny cat raise his voice, “I’m a polite cat, I don’t fight over food with others. I queue up n wait for my turn.”

Poor blacky still does not get it, she ask, “why? We are stray cats, we aren’t suppose to be polite, we follow our instincts. When we’re hungry, we eat.”

Skinny replied, “no, polite is a good quality, didn’t u guys no that??I’m not going to change just because others is not like that. YOU cats should learn from me, I’m just following the rules!”

Blacky: “erm…of coz I know polite is a good quality. But, we are CATS. All cats act like that. U can’t change anybody. U just have to fit in. if not, u’re going to starve to death!”

Skinny: “ I’m not wrong!!! U guys SHOULD act good, and not fight over food like dat!!! You guys SHOULD queue up like me, n divide the food equally among us n eat in a proper manner!!!”

Blacky: “ there’s nothing bout SHOULD or SHOULD NOT do something…its just DO or NOT DO something…IN ORDER TO SURVIVE, we cats just eat food when we see them!”

Skinny wouldn’t listen, he got so frustrated n started MEOW-ING IN HIGH FREQUENCY, poor blacky who tried to convince him also began to meow even louder. Finally, blacky got BITTEN by angry skinny n got hurt…Annoyed, blacky left the cats with an empty stomach and an injury on the tail ...

Later, blacky asked the others: “ why aren’t u all trying to get him to eat the fish heads with us???” they just laughed, remembering the particular day when two stupid cats fighting n meow-ing with each other OVER PARTICULARLY NOTHING IMPORTANT…one of the cats answered: “we’ve gave up on him larr…y bother so much??”

Poor blacky learnt a lesson to only mind her own business in future n shut up…while skinny still don’t get y ALL cats act this way and didn’t realize its he himself that should be changed….

-the end-

Yup, the stupid blacky is me =.=

Minds people’s business and got shouted AND got laughed by people AND ENDED UP WITH A VERY BAD MOOD…when I actually can avoid all of this nonsense=.=

Some people just don’t get it…it’s a DOG EAT DOG WORLD out there…so we have to ACT SMART, sometimes ACT NOOB, just like the other cats, keep your thoughts to yourself and u’ll live happily ever after….sometimes it seems selfish but it’s the only route to survive!!

DON’T CARE SO MUCH n u won’t get into trouble...

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS

REALITY IS CRUEL!!!!

THE WORLD DOESN’T CHANGE, U CHANGE TO FIT THE WORLD!!!!

p/s:
Moral value of the story : don’t learn the two stupid cats. One which is stubborn and unappreciative…while one which is a BUSYBODY!!!!

chaoz~

SHIT U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!

2009-02-22T17:33:00.005+08:00

SHIT U!
SHIT U DOUBLE!
SHIT U TRIPLE!!!

SHIT U FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its only 3 days after my b'day, n i got my BIGGEST b'day present ever.
.
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.
.
.
.
.
MY.HANDPHONE.IS.

STOLEN

yup, my handphone is stolen.
when?half an hour ago...
where?sunway pyramid
how?walking on de escalator, someone stupid STOLE it....
y?i'm stupid to put it at the pocket OUTSIDE my sling bag, WITH THE HANDPHONE CHARM DANGGLING OUTSIDE MY BAG=.=
who?stupid pick pocket la!duh!!!!!!!!!

my sis just contact my phone...n guess wat???de person who is holding it now cut off the line!!!c????my phone confirmed stolen!!!n poor ning n crys n hue n jia wen n many more frens still keep msg-ing de person to beg him to return de stolen phone...
T.T

haih...so sad...
my phone gone!
ALL my contacts gone!
ALL my msgs gone!some i've been saving them for almost a year d...T.T
ALL my PHOTOS gone!!!
ALL my songs gone!!!u noe how much time i spend just to download the songs?????
ALL my privacy gone!!!come on!!!!my INBOX la wei...all my MSGS!!!!!!!!MY PHOTOS!!!!!MY STUPID ACTING CUTE PICTURES!!!!!!!T.T
my phone dictionary gone!
my mp3 gone!
my companion for 1 whole year GONE!
isolated from the cyber world!!!!
can't contact any of my frieds!!!
MY CUTE LITTLE SHEEP GONE!!!!!!!!!!!

GONEGONEGONEGONEGONEGONEGONE!!!!!!

DEAR handphone stealer, i sincerely shit u, shit u forever!!!!
come on, stupid thief, my phone is onli a w580i, no 3G, de colour adi worn off, adi 1 year old!!!!
so,WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U to steal such a noob phone?????
sell it?de most onli 50 bucks la!!!
yish, whereas its my TREASURE!!!!!my mp3 player!my companion most of the time!my entertainer!!!my privacy!!!!MY PROPERTY!!!!!!!!
i got it for my pmr present in year,2007...it cost 900 bucks...
my whole family PAID FOR IT...my dad paid 500, each of my sis paid 100, my kakak paid 50 bucks whereas i paid the rest...
COME ON!!!i not rich la wei...i can't just get another random phone from the shop now and act like nth had happen...i have to EARN for my phone!!!n i just reloaded it 2 days ago????
wat the ****!!!!
N CAN U PLS DELETE EVERYTHING IN THAT PHONE???at least respect my privacy...

yish....bet u dis STUPID handphone stealer never consider those, don't u????

shit u!!!!!!!

i have responsibility on dis too...my dad din scold me ....(thx god)coz he adi saw me crying de instant i got into the car n noe that i'm very upset...so, for this, i ground myself=.=
-i won't get a new phone until maybe after spm....come on...i'm saving for hk trip now la...nth matters more den hk...forget bout geting a new phone!
-no msging for 2 weeks n focus in stupid exam.
-use any random no colour monotone noob phone(whatever, as if i care...try to steal dis phone, stupid thief!!!)

yish, so unlucky...a piece of advice here...be aware of ur belongings no matter where u are!!!!

p/s:
sorry my friends for being the wet blanket for the outing today...all of u guys have to help me to look for my phone...
sorry crystal, for ruining ur b'day T.T...
sorry ning n leng hue for making u guys unable to carry on with ur 'da4 tou2 tie1' plan...
sorry yong zheng's bro (yong ding) for having to walk around with me finding my phone...
sorry crystal's fren, kim, for also having to look for my phone though i dunno u n u dunno me=.=

pp/s: i barred my sim card d...so u guys dun hav to help me to call de phone d la...de stupid thief won't bother bout ur msges n misscalls de...haih...
haih

bye, dear phone....T.T....

I'M SEVENTEEN!!!!haha....

2009-02-21T18:25:00.008+08:00

yea~i'm seventeen...celebrated my b'day 2 days ago....lalalalala.....................not too old right??hee....

SEVENTEEN!!!!!=]

so, i'm seventeen.

seventeen...

SEVENTEEN

seventeen...

SEVENTEEN!!!!!!!!!!

lol...nth's wrong with me la...juz hard to believe ma...I'M SEVENTEEN ADI MAN!!!!!

so, as a seventeen-year-old-LADY, i can
-drive car
-get a lot awesome presents for my b'day...thxs guys!!!=]
-have more freedom....er...maybe GUA...
-plan for my future!!!!oo...got pressure tim...
-1 year to become official adult...oo...
-graduate from high skul soon...
-get rid of skul uniforms soon
-get rid of stupid SKUL RULES very soon
-get rid of discipline teachers very very soon
-get rid of COPYING HOMEWORK very very very very very very very very.........SOON!!!!!!!
-more freedom again
-look more mature...(i hope...haha...)
-may kena NS...dunno is good news or bad news...lol...
-n wear HIGH HEELS!!!!!

lol...ignore de last point, i noe almost everyone at my age adi wear high heels since ages ago...but a girl girl like me just got my FIRST pair of high heels on my b'day ma...pai seh loo...hee...so let me syok sendiri a bit lo...haha...

yup...dis is it...my very first high heels...stupid right?never wear high heels before n my 1st one is already 3 inches high=.=

nice????haha....

so when i tried it on,dis is what happened...

-i walk like there's some heavy stones tied to my feet(like those prisoners in cartoons)
-bending my knees VERY akwardly, like a pink FLAMINGO having too long legs and dunno wat to do with them=.=
-look more like tip-toe-ing than walking......whereas when my kakak tried it on, she walk like a MODEL, seriously....

yish...ironic right???duh~need A LOT practice la....aiks=.=

here's more=]

er...ignore my big n dark ugly sun-burned foot=.=
the main character here is de high heels!!zzz....

and the good part is...dis high heels is
-white!!!!
-casual enuf for normal outings
-HIGH enuf to make me as tall as my sis (170cm leh...)...muahahaha =p
-able to make my big foot look not dat BIG....some how la....aiks
-elegant enuf to go for formal ocassions like prom....wakakaka...
-can match LEGGINGS (those like socks de la) for lala occassion...yea~~~~

awesome right????muahahaha...LOVE IT!!!!!my b'day present from my dearest sisters AND kakak...oooo...so touching....T.T

chaoz~

p/s:-i accidentally stepped on a PREGNANT HOUSEFLY when i was practising walking in the high heels n when i get it off from the bottom of the shoes, there's WHITE MAGGOTS on it....n they are still ALIVE!!

EWWWWWWW!!!!!

they look like mini size leeches or mini size white rice... and they are still wriggling saying hello to me while one end of them still attaching to de bottom of my high heels....until i smashed them to them floor anyway...then they look like white stuff n nth like maggots anymore...HAHAHAHA

er...sorry, dear disgusting smashed maggots...ur mum juz chose a wrong time to deliver u guys while i'm walking in my brand new high heels...aiks...

amithaba.....T.T

mian=]

ARGGHHH!!!!

2009-02-11T15:01:00.005+08:00

yish...skul have only gone on for a month...and i'm already EXHAUSTED!!! T.T
how can this even happen to me???now my life is LITERALLY ruled by ENDLESS homework and tuitions...
and cocurriculum activities haven't even really started!!!

oh no....form 5 life is stressful, compare to form 4 life, which reali IS INDEED a honeymoon yearin comparison...argh...why didn't i realise that earlier???

actually, i reali know why there's a drastic change...the main reason for our sudden suffering (T.T...) compare to last year is due to a certain teacher...ermm...bm teacher to be specific...coz our bm teacher last year is TOO KIND, means extra happy-hour-period whenever she comes in...

BUT, this year, no more mr. nice guy, dear new teacher LOOOVVEEE to give us extra homework...we paid 50 bucks to buy all the 'bahan-bahan' for bm lesson, and all we're doin now is COPYING the texts from the books again!!!!COPY COPY COPY COPY...n god knows how ugly my handwriting is=.= n i have to rush all her homework which makes my writing hardly readable...issh...whats' the point of spending 50 bucks for buying books then???

so the case is like:

we did workbook at skul, then our hw will be copying the practices into our note book...

we bought model essay reference book, then our hw is to copy 4 essays weekly!!!

we paid for photostated notes for peribahasa n novel, the our hw will be COPYING EVERYTHING INTO THE NOTEBOOK AGAIN!!!!!

AND if we don't complete any of her assignments, we have to make promises in front of the class=.= n listen to her NAGGING all day long...study when goin to toilet, study when eating, study before sleep...................bla bla bla.....well, i'm sure my bm WILL improve for now( if not i better just kill myself=.=)....but for other subject teachers, sorry for not completing ur homework as our bm DEAR teacher had used up ALL our homework quota...there certainly isnt't any time nor energy left to do other hw...aiks....

so...endless homework still waiting for me to make them not so endless...T.T
exam is within a month n i haven't start revising nor understand a single thing teacher said in class..@_@

Tuntasnya, mati kataklah saya!!!!!
Wahai kawan-kawan 5s7, marilah kita menggembleng tenaga untuk menyelesaikan kerja rumah cikgu demi mencapai keputusan cemerlang dalam peperiksaan spm nanti!!!bak kata pepatah, genggam bara biar menjadi arang, marilah kita berusaha sehingga berjaya!!!!5s7 boleh!!!
(ini contoh penutup taraf A1: dengan penanda wacana dan peribahasa)

wat the hell.....i'm seriously going crazy#.#

chaoz~ T.T

Leggings Parade

2009-01-30T17:48:00.008+08:00

aiks....its been soooo long since i last updated my blog...so sorry...been busy lately and not quite in the mood for blogging...T.T

anw, i just got back from sunway pyramid again...after our fun and crazy LEGGINGS PARADE!!!!lol...its the second so-call-parade we, the zoo gang, organised for ourselves...haha...the last time we had a TRADITIONAL COSTUME PARADE...wearing sari, kimono, cheongsam and all...walking around the shopping mall....haha...
just for you to recall the last parade, dear 'zoo-gangers'...this is a picture taken on that particular day...there's even foreign tourists who took photo with us!!!

cute huh???what a memorable day...haha...

So this time...we wear LEGGINGS instead and did the same thing again...too bad dear crystal can't join us today...again...T.T...coz i heard that she's still sick...

Anw, for the Leggings Parade a.k.a 'Lala Parade' (though none of them agree with me that its lala...aiks), i tied my hair into two pigtails (something i've never none in almost 7 years and finally have the oppurtunity to do so... just to suite with my 'lala' appearance...hee...)...wore BIG star shaped earrings...silver doll sandles...mini jeans skirt...a kinda lala shirt....n wear black LEGGINGS borrowed from leng hue...aiks...most of them wore dresses...shen wore HIGH HEELED BOOTS(wow!)...and leng hue wore...slippers..............haha...but we made her buy a high heels at the end to suite her leggings...

so our schedule today is like singing at red box...took some photos...walked around shopping for leng hue's shoes...took more photos...then watch bride wars (its a story bout some women who can be VERY desperate when it comes to planning their wedding...so scary...haha...) then took photos again....then chaoz...haha....

here's a few pictures i've taken:

hmph...kinda blurr huh???aiks...i'll upload more qualitied pictures next time...sorry...

chaoz~~

rain rain go away..........

2008-12-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

hmm...its been raining a lot lately, so its a suprise when i saw the sun today...anw, today i was almost thoroughly WET when i got home by bus...yup, rain started pouring down just when i decided its a sunny day to take bus home...the 'wet journey' began like dis....

actually, i can just follow my neighbour's transport home today, but just for the fun of it, i decided to take bus home with my fren, since i realised it may be de last time i ever take bus home with my shi fu-sy...hmmm...anw, the weather was good when we left the school..however, as we walk, the sky got darker and more cloudy...when we reach the bus stop, metro 10 just left=.=...fine, we'll wait then...i've no idea why all buses are especially late today...so when the next bus arrived, its half an hour later...too bad its rapid 63, my fren couldn't get home by that bus, and we wanted to leave together...so, we continue waiting...around 5.15pm, we got on rapid 67...and its already starting to RAIN...yish...what a perfect timing...

the rain seemed to pour down even more heavily as we traveled...some how, maybe because of my impatience, i still decided to get down at the usual place( the traffic light nearest to my house)...despite de heavy rain and the open air...if i had been wiser, i should get off at pyramid and ask my sis to pick me up...anw, i got off the bus, with sy being my 'bodyguard' as usual , sharing lam lam's super small umbrella (which didn't block a single drip of rain from falling on me)...to make the matter worse, it rained more heavily than ever, and i got home soaked in acid rain...immediately i took bath n sy made a phone call...hmmm...then sy wasn't able to get home because his mum had no car with her...he planned to wait the rain to subside so that he could walk home...so he stayed at my house for a while...and solved hui's rubix cube=.=... until my sis offered to send him home...which solved all the problem!!!haha...

what an unnecessary,stupid, wet n fun bus trip....lol...

HUNTING for 'eclipse'

2008-12-07T17:48:00.004+08:00

hmmmm....let me explain bout the title 1st...i started the 'hunting' on friday...its a book that i'm hunting for...the book entitled 'eclipse', by stephanie meyer, from twilight series...

so, i gave up on blogging about the class party, sorry bout that...but i'm really lazy to update every event...lol...anw, i started my hunting last friday...i was having mood swing that day, mostly because i sensed something that i dread will happen one day is finally happening (after my fren kinda accidentally hinted or tipped off the news to me)...thus, after the tiring and exhausting and frustrating practice of that day, i was counting on the book 'eclipse' to distract me from thinking of the unhappy event...instead, what i got is more frustration, they told me the book is out of stock!!!its so unbelievable and unaccepatable...fine then, i told myself, i left the stupid popular bookshop at sunway pyramid and went to mph...and the shocking news i got was the book is still out of stock!!!great...nth to distract me...so there ends my emo day...i got much better on the following day, after i kinda got the confirmation of what i dreaded had really happened, i thought i would be even more upset by the news...but seemed like the confirmation is all i need, and i actually felt better...i had a good mood and i knew i can handle it better than the last time...i already knew sth like that would happen one day, i don't know when, but when time comes, it'll happen anw... i don't believe things would really last forever...anw, lets get back to the story of hunting eclipse!!!

hmmm, i continue the hunt today... i went to 1-U, and i was confident that the bookstores here are more realiable than those at sunway...anw, i got more disappointment when both popular n mph fail me again, there won't be any book of twilight series until two weeks later...my sis overheard a couple who was enquiring the same book at the counter, and heard that most of the bookshops are out of stock too...and there's only 11 books left at mph in the Curve...yish...more bad news =.= then, i watched the twilight movie again today, with my family...hmmm...edward's handsomeness cheered me up a lot...lol..then, dad asked us if we wanna go to giant or tesco...i was immediately elightened by the suggestion, the curve is located right next to tesco!!!so, i hurry my dad to tesco, no matter how bad the traffic jam was...however,once again , i got disappointed when my eyes swept across the display of books at the entrance...no trace of eclipse or any twilight series...obviously bestselling books like this won't need any trouble seeking...i didn't even bother to enquire the workers, my sis confirmed with them anw, still out of stock...same goes for popular at ikano...though i didn't know why i still had hope to visit the bookshop, obviously a shopping complex that crowded won't have the slightest chance to survive the most bestseller book for me...hmmm...i still didn't give up then, went to Borders to try out my luck...i thought i saw a trace of hope when i reached the entrance of the bookshop, i saw a row of books displayed right in the middle of the entrance, books with front pages of black and pictures of red and white ( a trade mark of twilight book series...) i quickened my pace, excited, only to end up even more disappointed...its a twilight series book alright, but its only 'new moon', still no sign of 'eclipse'...haih...i gave up then, after i decided that i could just borrow the book from ai shuen...

so, anyone who wants to purchase the books of twilight series, i suggest u to give up....almost all bookshops are out of stock...at least until two to three weeks time anw...chaoz^^

gathering n party

2008-12-04T20:17:00.005+08:00

haiyo, there's no events recently until now...2 events in a row!!!the first 1 is primary skul gathering at suway pyramid on 2nd Dec, the second 1 is class party at yoon leen's house yesterday...dats y now i'm soooooo exhausted...

PRIMARY SKUL GATHERING AT SUNWAY PYRAMID

yeah...dis gathering is i organise de, first time organise gatherig...kinda blurr bout everything...thx god my help fulfriends can tolerate my noobness, n also help me out a lot- juin shen n jia chee help me to book red box, pei wen help me to book tickets..though she can't make it to the gathering...kok peng n shaun n ai shuen's arguing entertain us a lot...lol...not to mention kok peng guiding us to secret recipe, living cabin n other places...juz because of my serious lacking of sense of direction...n last but not least...every old pal who gave me support by attending the gathering!!!!wai kuan, pei en, weng fai, chee whei (though he was very bz dat day, he still made it here..), hao yan, mun mun, fu jing, man kit....thxs!!!miss ya!!!!

so...1st of all...we cheong k...den go secret recipe 'cui shui'-chee whei describe how his handphne was snatched right in front of his house gate...kesian...den go bowling...den watch TWILIGHT!!!omg...edward is so so so soooooooo charming!!!!!!u'll feel the electric current in ur nerves by juz looking into his eyes!!!though dc. cullen is more handsome, he's not dat charming...n there's a difference!!!haha...but jacob is kinda diasppointing, looks more like sakai den werewolf...mike newton is cute...eric ok ok la...haha...emmett is juz as big size as described in the book, n jasper is so noob!!cute!!!alice n rosalie both very pretty, but isabella look very sick, though dats her character according to the book, dun really like it...lol...hee...dis movie rocks because of its actors...they are so so soooo yeng!!!!

anw...before i got out of control by further description of how charming edward is...lets proceed to some photos taken dat day...lol...

from left: man kit, weng fai, jia chee, wai kuan

from left: fu jing, man kit, weng fai, jia chee

guys: man kit, shaun, kok peng, weng fai, fu jing, chee whei...

chee whei-bez pal in primary...same height hor...lol...

wai kuan n pkp(looks like drunk d hor...)

ai shuen n juin shen^^

man kit, ai shuen, weng fai, fu jing

ai shuen, me n shaun

hmmm...i think i post bout class party later...2 many pics...dunno where to start...chaoz!!!

3 day 2 nights genting trip...

2008-11-15T18:32:00.012+08:00

yeepeee!!!!love my class, 4s7...muaks muaks muaks!!!(as jian she predicted, i'll say dis sentence...lol...)

hmmm...where to start?we had sooo much fun!!!
so,1st day...we are suppose to gather at kl central..but turn out dat most pl gather at yuee sun's house...poor mun keat n mabel cant find us...lol...1st day kinda peaceful...nth much happen...until night...hmm...well, dear ronnie SO KINDLY bocor sth...cause an uproar...well, those in s7 noe exactly what happen...n SO KINDLY swear at ppl's face at starbucks...hmm....so 1st day slept at 2 sth...afer many heart 2 heart talk with frens...

2nd day, things become more n more crazy, s7 disease start 2 broke out again...most ppl very high...hmmm...i'll skip all the details n weird weird stuff...here's a few pics 2 shorten my story...ok...maybe its more den a few pics...lol...

dis pic is taken as soon as we reach 1st world i guess....

dis 1 is taken when we were on the 'eye-of-genting'....

we sat in the boat...

me n the dai bi boatman...(his singing sucks man...)

hmmmm...kgai ter looks very much like the dai bi guy below...don't u agree???juz compare...lol...

a game of truth or dare at meeting point A...(random pics)

hmmm...seems like yi shiuan is taller right?

the 4 leng lui's.....

ripley's believe it onot!!!

say cheese!!!!

hey say its the luckiest chair in the world!!!(dunno y though..)

oops!!shen, jian kai,yuee sun being locked up!!!

we're strong eh???

in the cable car...on the way home...

4s7 group photos!!!!awww...isn't dat sweet???

(note:some of the pics were stolen from ppl's blog...pai seh...)

4s7, muaks muaks muaks!!!

my second home...PMO...

2008-11-08T21:23:00.000+08:00

Hee...pai seh...to post so soon after the last 1...just have a stirring of emotion and sudden passion towards pmo today...haha...after practising and all...feel so self-accomplished and have a clear goal to aim at...love hua yue!!!muakssss...

anyway...let's just start with my position at hua yue...hmmm...i start off playing liu qin (sth like pi pa but smaller)...with a very average level...means only 'ma ma dei' la...and kinda quiet(in means of pmo...quiet means not sot..)this is the situation of me until form 3...This year, however,things changes...and why is it so????because this year pmo is taking part in national competition, and only qualified (meaning enough skill) members are CHOSEN to have the honour to participate...there's only 2 liu qins in form 4 and none in form 5...and only 2 liu qins are required in taking part in competition...apparently, a form 4 member should be qualified enough to take part...but being just 'ma ma dei', shu huey n my junior who excels very well are chosen....thus, i lost my opportunity of my 1st time to take part in competition, and there's only me myself to blame for the loss...so, feeling abandoned and 'self-accusing', a second chance came upon me...they are short of 1 zhong ruan player since none of the form 3s nor ex-seniors are willing or able to play...so i was in, but to play zhong ruan...of coz, i seize the oppurtunity to participate...working very hard to catch up with others...because, although the technique and concept of playing liu qin and zhong ruan is almost the same, the skills required differ...zhong ruan is more bulky and the strings are thicker....being accustomed to liu qin smaller size and thinner strings, i soon find it hard for me to press on the string properly...so, i was obviously worst among the others, since i hav to start from getting used to the intrument 1st rather than work on the songs for competition...i struggled to keep pace with them, which only made me more frustrated and dissappointed with the outcome...furthermore, above all of that, time is losing its patience and the date of competition draws nearer and nearer...and, the 1 and only solution for my GIGANTIC PROBLEM is--- practise practise and PRACTISE...

determined not to let myself and my pals down, i accept the only solution available--practise and more practise...interceping with some advices and scolding from teacher and seniors and frens all along the 'journey'...thank god i improve, though still lacking from the required skill...and my dear, dearer, dearest ruan liu fellow frens help me a lot...at the same time brought me into sotsot-ness...i learnt that besides working on skill, i also have to work on feeling towards the music...that, i'm still straggling with now, though its much better when i 1st start off...hmmm,music is supposed to be enjoyed....not suffered...and playing music is not about playing out notes, its about expressing the melody and the feeling within...wa...very hard to understand hor....i also agree...what to do...no talent..play zhong ruan like robot onli...hocky also say i can't be good at everything...and music is not like add maths...it requires more than just a few formulae to solve the answer...

anyway...i felt kinda self-accomplished today...not that i had overcome all the problems i faced, its just that i FELT the music...especially since we had a specialised tutor of zhong ruan, i learnt a lot..haha...today he2 zhou4 dat time, i ENJOYED playing the music, not frustrated as i used to, because i managed to play almost everything ok-ly...i ENJOYED looking at mr.huang hong chang conducting the music, whose face fulled of exaggerated-and-kinda-funny-expressions...n of coz, i ENJOYED the flow of music, i ENJOYED hua yue, i was able to smile when playing music rather then frowning with my eyebrows drew together, and maybe i don't have to let my pals down after all!!!haha....

hmmm....dats y i'm happy to post twice today....haha...and i hereby promise to work very very very hard for hua yue and the competition, so that i won't regret anything in my life...hee...pmo is my second home...and 1 of the few societies that have less politic probs...those which i'm aware with anyway...dats y i love pmo...its a warm n loving n caring n sot-ing society...

all the best to hua yue!!!we r the champion!!!!(or will be anyway....)pmo!!!!!muaks muaks muaks!!!!

An Abnormal Bio Lesson...

2008-11-08T18:22:00.003+08:00

2 days ago, which was thursday, we had our 1st ever outdoor lesson, and its bio lesson too!!!!interesting eh????but 'outdoor' doesn't mean lessons in forest in any other states....its just TAMAN JAYA...but still, its away from the school right???haha...

Anyway, the purpose of our taman-jaya-trip is to calculate the frequency, density, and percentage coverage of certain species of plant...dear puan see want us to do the investigation personally and did not hesitate to remind us SOOOOOO many times to bring our own insect repellant, umbrella and caps the day before the trip because she so kindly did not want to share hers with us.....haha....Anyway, only a few people brought that stuffs as they were not that essential...

After recess, we gathered ad set off into the super hot sun heading tamanjaya...supposingly, my group only made of 5 delicate girls, but due to some unexpected circumferences, we had to 'adopt' the guys into our group at the end, making our group the largest(i guess....)so, we set off to taman jaya, doing our best to avoid sunlight and mosquitoes...dear puan see kept to her word, she so 'generously' forbid us to share her BIG umbrealla, despite she was thin and there are much space under the umbrella...lol...she kept remind us to stay away from her afraid that we might attract mosquitoes to her...the 4 groups, each received a quadrat... Wei lian enthusiastically grabbed the pink 1 before anyone did, for his group, claming that its his favourite colour...well, erm....i'm sure a lot people want to erm...grab the pink quatrat from him???maybe....lol...anyway, we began our survey, choosing our spot of plants 'randomly', all some how turn out to be precisely under the sheds of tress and away from mosquitoes...lol...the, the countin began...wel, its not as easy as it seems, for you have to squat under the hot sun, counting the ever-so-similar-grasses while shooing away mosquitoes at the same time...and when you were done, you did not know which grass u've counted and which you haven!!!!well...come on!!!!all there's on the roud are grass and more grass, how to count???and it does not help the situation when most of the guys are so busy capturing and recapturing tiny little grasshoppers...or hopping around with the grasshoppers trying to catch them...(well, guys can be soooo childish sometimes!!!imagine there are already grasshoppers hopping around, and here several guys decided to join in their queue and so hopping here and there,following the grasshoppers....arghhh!!!) who claimed they are surveying the population of grasshoppers in taman jaya...lol...well, thank god i hav excellet counting aka 'estimating' skills!!!HA!! by multilying and adding and subtracting several lucky numbers of mine, we managed to get the results in a short time...for example, there's about 15 grass in a box...then there's about 80 boxes occupied with grass...so, there is a total of 1200 grasses on that spot!!!yeng leh...MUAHAHAHAHA...lol...

By the time we were sweaty and itchy from irritating mosquito bites, we returned to school...some how, this did not stop the guys from adopting several more grasshoppers back to school too...though how reluctant are the grasshoppers to leave thier comfortable habitat...once again, i'm dissapointed with supposingly-maturing-guys...haih...nevermind, because dear ronnie even decided that the gate that seperate taman jaya from the housing area is better off without its padlock and metal chain...he so kindly removed it and adopt it too, as from his point of view, it'll be a rather good tool as another billabong (a.k.a. toys-of-4s7)...well, who can stop him??? lets just hope that the lack-of-paddlock-and-chain-of-the-gate won't cause too much trouble or loss for the public...back into school, several activities were still going on...despite that bio lesson is over...some decided to disect grasshopper, some prefer trapping it in a bottle to see it wondering helplessly around in its chamber... or break its leg to see it limp around for mere pleasure...well...maybe guys think it was a way to have fun or show 'bravery' by torturing helpless creatures...haih....i dunno....because i think its kinda childish and cruel....don't u think so???vm if you don't...haih...

nevermind...despite several loss of lives of grasshoppers, or maybe blood(which was sucked by female mosquitoes)...this is still THE BEST BIO LESSON WE EVER HAD!!!!!ha!!!over all, its fun!!!!lalala...lalalalalalala.....haha.....sot d....coz finally finish typing this post in proper eng....so now dun care grammer le la.....haha.....lalala....lalalalalalala....bye!!!!

melon head...

2008-11-03T15:34:00.003+08:00

helo...so long din update dis blog d...soli...have to admit that afer exam...i become bit lazy d...hee...pai seh...

anw...i hav my new hair cut d...n its like a MELON HEAD...(pls dun laugh......=.=)

ok...i noe my hair is kinda messy n all(with the messy table behind me making my hair look messier...)...n i am as dark as ever...pls kindly ignore dat...dis d onli pic in my comp....n i am lazy to download the others into comp....juz deal with it, k????
The POINT is my straight thick fringe...makes my head look like a melon...so i prefer to tie it up...though its adi so short....tie my hair up d makes me look like japanese(despite my dark skin la)...though it also resembles a paint brush sticking out from behind my head....after all, japanese is better den melon head right????hee.....no matter how bad is it....i din regret cutting though,coz ar...hmmm....makes me look youger gua....lol...never have short fringe since standard 3.....

anw....i juz bought twilight n new moon yesterday....so shuang...haha....saw almost the whole skul reading it...bout vampire romance story...really curious what is it all bout...feel kinda kia shu...ppl read d i oso wanna read...however, i can't start reading it now, coz i'm reading BRISINGR ,eragon series book 3....its very nice, bout dragon n war de...the author, Christopher Paolini, is amazing, describe every single detail in such a style...so i cant really understand what he's talking bout without a dictionary beside me...n he wrote his 1st book when he was 16!!!!his english geng dao.....lol....so, with so many books awaiting me to read.....i kinda 4get harry potter d....hmmmm.....got time onli return to it lo....lol....

life at skul after exam kinda sien...but still ok la....talk crap with classmates in class oso fun de...but kinda kesian the teachers lo...put so much heart into us to improve us...but no one seemed to care much...haih...especially ms ong...i heard that she gave every student of 5S1 a piece of note(some advice n wishes la...)...so touching le...n she's onli their maths teacher...put so much effort in them...hope them to do well in future...think our class kinda let her down...our class very extreme....the range of marks very big...for example: physics....highest in class 90 sth...lowest 3.5...see????n pn sim still teaches us so well n full of resonsibility no matter how dissappointed she is with us.....so big range.....scary.....but that is what that makes our class fun la...sotsotness n craziness n 4s7-ness.....n despite everything.....i still LOVE my class.....4s7, muakssss...lol...hope next year will be a better year n our teachers won't hate us....pls......

at last....happy holiday....^^

plans after exam...

2008-10-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

The last physics paper is over only hours ago(it went quite well...just we didn't expect newton's second law to come out in the experiment). And guess what is already there awaiting me???
PRACTICES PRACTICES & PRACTICES....

well...can't blame pmo to hav practices so fast already, coz its not fast at all!!!Judging that exam period last for one whole month, so we had study leave for so long...causing us far far behind our practices.....further more, competition is only 57 days away!!!!so, from today onwards, its practices, practices and more practices...so,from today onwards, i think is all not-coming-home-for-lunch routine again...almost have to stay back everyday...but never mind....how i misses Khanna curry house...really LOVE the food there....cheap...yet yummy!!!!(yea...i can hav a bite of maggie goreng his coming saturday!!)

oh....and since teachers are suppose to total all the marks by nexy thursday, and next monday tuesday and wednesday are deepavali holidays(i'm starting to get sick of holidays...hari raya...pmr...deepavali...what else do we have???oh ya....2 whole months of skul holidays!!!!), i expect myself to suffer fron instant heart attack, seeing that we'll receive ALL our papers in 2 days...omg...hope i can survive!!!exam is just over, and we don't even have seconds to breathe, then TADAHHHH!!!!!exam results out d.... See??? what kind of regime is this????where's my sweeeet sixteen....life IS full of suprises.....

anyway, the nearest event to look forward from now should be genting class trip(besides the khanna food)...hmmmm...dunno la...still ages away from now...oh ya....i forgot another big event!dis sunday, gonna hav a hair cut!!!oh no...i hope it won't be a disaster....does fringe suite me????gonna try out anyway...if it look dat ugly, at least i have 3 deepavali holidays to 'digest' my hairstyle and find a way to cover my whole head up....hmmm...think that'll do then...hee^^

so...1st thing to do after exam...is find a way to get dad to mph to buy me harry potter 7!!!!!i know this book came out ages ago, but i still din have it...dad insist to wait for soft-cover harry potter to come out....n now its out!!!aha!dad can't find any excuses now...then for dis 5 whole days of boring weekends and holidays...i'll indulge into my harry potter world again...then if finish reading, i think i'll start books like eldest...hmmm....lots of show to watch 2...ok, it won't be that boring after all!!!

Happy holiday!!!!(again)

2008-10-18T22:42:00.003+08:00

GUESS WAT????
I FAILED to study chem again...arghhhh!!!!!
i'm becoming more n more desperate...n tomorrow is the last day of school holidays!!!!
SHIT...SHit...Shit....shit..................................

FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

little interesting events on boring pmr holiday....

2008-10-18T17:23:00.001+08:00

dun get ur hopes high....dis post is not interesting at all...its juz a little more interesting compare to the other days of the week...anw...i'm grateful to be posting a all...my comp is repaired and brought back from my cousin's house 2 hours ago(which i estimated to be ready on friday at first)...and there's a black out in the whole housing area just when i wanna on9...15 minutes later...electricity supply back again...so i count myself very lucky tonight...(dis is typed at wednesday night)

anw...i have a bz day on wed...headed to pyramid on foot at 1040 to 'wet'...we cheong k for 4 whole hours...gave hock eu n jian shen a not-very-suprise b'day celebration...at the same time anxious dat the red box ppl will come in and fine us for bringing in food from outside...luckily we manage to eat de cake without any interference...haha...next, around 3 sth...we planned to go for ice-skating...when we reached de counter...suddenly all mood gone d...so change plans go 2 watch movie instead...but the time of the movies did not fit well with our schedule...so change plans again...head to bowling instead...when we reached there, it seemed like they were having some training or some sort of competition...all the bowling tract is occupied...so we wandered around again...after eating dounuts from j.co(yummy!!!)...we spent the rest of the time wandering around Avenue...so overall...its not a failure after all though a bit unorganized...

anw...i juz back from klcc 2day...left around 12, back about 4 sth...n y???juz 2 get a ticket at student price 4 The Lord of The Rings Symphony...i n li ying took lrt from taman jaya 2 klcc...met with shin yee there...2hours later...took lrt back 2 kelana jaya n get on a bus heading sunway...from bus stop...it took almost 20 minutes for me 2 walk home....quite far de...summore alone on de kinda-deserted road...might be quite dangerous de...u noe la...the rae of crime nowadays...1 girl walking like dat is not at all a wise move now i realise..(when i reach home...i found out i did not need to get off the bus so early after all!!!de bus also passes the place nearer to my house de...so i need not walk the stupid 20 minute journey...arghhh!!!!however...wats done is done!!!i gain a few pimples as a result of the hot n long n tiring journey....grrr.....)so,y all the trouble???because...in order to get the tickets at student price-RM 15...we hav to get it personally at klcc...showing them student cards n all...if not...the normal price is RM140!!!!so hope dat dis symphony consert worth every minute of my 4-hour-exhausting-trip...n of coz there's also the RM 115 difference...its not dat i'm complaining...but judging dat i'll be having exams on monday...n still have not ANY progress at my revision...i'm begining 2 feel panicked...moreover, i'm still stuck at my 6th harry potter book!!!!!i hav read de book half way through, n think i won't be able to stop until i have finished it...arghhhh!!!!i'm so hopeless.....where's all my self discipline???

anw...i'm really very tired........going 4 oi oi now n hopefully i can start with my chemistry tonight...tata!!!

I'm back at last....

2008-10-11T09:41:00.015+08:00

yeah!!!i'm back!!!exams over!!!
anw....my disappearance is due to comp kena virus....so brought it 4 repair d....
in fact, i am now at my sis college...curi-curi using the comp there....exam over d.....how can i not blog????so dis morning purposely go 4 gym den straight come here to use the comp....i onli have 2 hours....so let's get started !!!

anw...i wanna update bout my baby hamsters....they are 2 weeks old!!!they are sooooo adorable...cute....n their eyes....they r open!!!imagine juz 2 weeks before....they r still blood red...earless n blind....2 weeks later.....TADAHH...i give u the adorable hamsters!!!

look how BIG it is!!!juz 2 weeks!!!dun compare it with my enormous hand la.... i noe my hand is extraordinary BIG....compare it 2 de bloddy babies 2 weeks ago....

and base on de fur colour and pattern.....its obvious who's their dad......haha.....

melo!!!!gotcha......haha.....naughty la u....never know u have feelings for L....congrates papa hamster.....

its a giant comparing 2 the baby.....look at the ratio of their size 2 my hand.....(i noe my hand is still enormous!!!but dat's not the point!!!)

3 no-longer-blind mice......3 no-longer-blind mice...c how they run....c how they climb!!!

mama hamster n baby hamster dining 2gether.....(awwwww!!!!)

aren't they cute?????

shit.....i think i kinda change my blog 2 hamster blog.....but i can't help it!!!they are so cute!!!!!!!!!
anw.....so glad exams' over!!!(though to be continue....but who cares???) finally i can get back into reading harry potter..i've lost count how many times i've read them....juz never get bored!!!these books nearly caused me to forget to study 4 exams during the hari raya holidays....last tuesday i guess, i got bored studying sej...so i juz look around my table 4 sth fun....then i saw dis harry potter book 1 lying on my sis table...i noe i've read it 4 countless times....but i juz wanna find out how far has my sis read the book....so i picked up de book....n read a few pages....den by mid night, i've finish half a book!!!n the next day, i completed the whole book....the curse of harry potter din juz stop there....though i skip the second book, i proceed to harry potter book 3(prisoner of askaban)...den before i can control myself, i read half of the book in 1 afternoon!!! seeing dat its onli 3 days time to my sejarah exam....i finally fought over de curse of the book n chuck it under my table before further temptation to cause me 2 read again....c????can u c de power of J.K. rowling???though how many years dis books hav been published....de temptation it gave is enough 2 stop me 2 study for my exams!!!amazing!!!anw....i'm juz happy dat i can finally get back into reading the book....for a few days at least....den i gotta buck myself up n force myself to chuck it under my table again....after all....exams not over yet!!!

this is my trusty chinese teapot 2 keep me in company when studying.....since i can't drink coffee (i got stomachache whenever i drink it)...i drink chinese tea 2 keep me awake instead!!!unlike coffee,its not the caffeine or content dat keeps me awake...its de hot temperature dat burns my lips that jolted me up whenever i feel sleepy...n the way it makes me 2 go toilet so frequently due to having too much tea...stops me from falling asleep...anw....drinking tea...listening 2 songs...humming along...sms-ing...having my notes all spread nicely on my dining table...is wat keeping me up to study sejarah!!!(erm....at least before i got bored with all the 'interesting' topics....if u noe wat i mean...)when it becomes unbearable....(dats when i fall into the 'curse' of harry potter)i use all my might 2 bang on the piano...whatever songs dat comes across my mind...who cares.....no one evers complains...or ever dare complain(i had mood swings whenever exam is around the corner...so beware....)...it doesn't sound dat bad i guess(p/s:i failed piano at grade 7...stop learning piano since...so u can imagine how 'melodious' my songs are)...juz to let out my stress....n of course....de hamsters will be my toys when i'm bored 2....come on!!!! i won't torture them...i juz pick them up (though they r reluctant) n give them shots of photos...isn't dat a good thing???i'm training them to be qualified models!!!

so....i hope n i wish, i can get on with the studying routine dis week a.s.a.p.(after i completed my harry potter i guess....hee...)....hope those 'entertainments are enough 2 stop chemistry n physics for driving me crazy...n makes studying as enjoyable as they can be!!!(though i doubt dat...) gambateh to all of u 2!!!!happy study leave!!!

the onli thing i'm looking forward to during dis holiday is next wed...going for ice skating with my zoo gang.....yea!!!!hope it'll be fun!!!

p/s: i won't be updating dis blog til next friday...my sis'll bring me to her college again to on9 next friday...pc at hope still unavailable...kesian....hope boredom won't drive me crazy!!!tata....n good luck in exams!!!

1 more died....

2008-09-29T15:17:00.002+08:00

Guess wat?only 3 baby hamsters left.....and why is it so???

BECAUSE THE MAMA HAMSTER ATE UP ITS BABY!!!!!

haih....y?y u ate it, mama hamster????its so cute....so small....so adorable(though its blind n red n naked n al......nvm...).....so INNOCENT....u ate it!!!!!!!
though i heard that hamsters eat babies when they feels anxious or threatened, dat doesn't mean dat u should eat baby too...n why?because u have a GOOD master who made a maze...hamster scooper...bath tub...and many many other toys for u...how can u be so ungrateful????
not onli mama hamster....de 3 guy hamsters are also ungrateful...i noe meng hui left the container open all night....doesn't mean that u 3 can climb out of it and run away!!!!good thing the doors are all closed during the night....and good thing u 3 are found sofely in the store room this morning....or i'm sure to find u all die of hunger n ungratefulness tomorrow morning!!

n guess wat, mello, L, light n near....4 of u are grounded!!!!no more kuachi, maze n bathing dis week!!!!better go back 2 ur room and rethink ur actions!!!

Congrates!!!hamster mama...

2008-09-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

Mama hamster got 5 adorable babies just yesterday.....sadly...1 of them died dis morning!!!sad case...anw...the baby delivering is kinda shock 4 my family...dis is because we din noe we had a female hamster!!!last month, we bought 4 hamsters from carefour...n my dad told the person to give us 4 males...n now 1 of them is a mother of 4!!!i think de rest are males...i can't be sure...but i dunno whicvh of them is de dada of the little ones...poor thing...now, mama hamster became very anxious all the time...she can't stop picking up her youngs n dropping them off some where...she runs up n down in its 'house'...tossing de youngs here n there...can't decide which is de safest place for all of them...of course, the baby hamsters r still furless, blind, ear-less n red in colour...de skin is so thin that u can see through it and recognise where is the intestines...kinda gross...anw...we dare not bother the babies too much...we r afraid that the mama hamster will go crazy when she can't find them...

-the red red ones r the babies...

-temporary nursing room 4 mama hamster n de babies...we isolate them from de dad/dads for a while...who knows...accidents might happen...i heard people say that the mum will eat the young ones sometimes...is it true???

these are pictures taken for the past 2 weeks...

my four hamsters...all squized in a small box with 4 holes by evil little meng hui...(from left: mello, L, light, near)mama hamster is L...de black 1...

hamster maze made by meng hui too....if you watch closely...u can see there are doors to be opened n closed in he maze...use 2 lock up the hamster in one of the compartments....

hamster scooper made by meng hui again...use to scoop up hamsters n avoid being bitten...

hamster maze renovated...double stories!!!!equipped with a ladder...more rooms...more doors... food container n all....

mama hamster, L, climbing de ladder...go go go!!!

hey there....mello de fatty and near the 1 with sparkling eyes...

'taking bath' in the sand.....

L in the car.....(yipppeeee!!!)

all add up together....home sweeeeeeet home!!!!

yes???think our hamsters are very lucky to our pets??sign up to be one of them then...lol....

a little bout me...

2008-09-27T16:18:00.000+08:00

Okay, this is officially my first post! yea again...
And i find really hard to use proper english to type. However, i'm going to keep up with this because i want to improve my english!!!anyway, this is not what i'm going to talk about today.
Today i'm going 2 talk about......me!(duh.....)

mian-Alright, i am meng xin...a dark skinned girl(resulted from sun burn since taking part in skul band during primary school)....kinda talkive nowadays n very ngam cham...currently studying in Chs...the most wonderful skul in the world!(i'm serious okay?)my class is 4s7...(the craziest form 4 classes of our skul!(i'm serious about this too....)
i m a member of de chinese oriental orchestra, choir and am also a prefect...i dun hav much talent...i do badly in sports, speech, dance, sing(this 1 still ok i think)....i noe very little music(failed n stopped learning piano)...my results are not bad, all half bucket full(in chinese)my fav subject is add maths n physics...n my language subjects suck...so i think i'm born 2 be an engineer!!!haih...
i dun talk much to people especially those who r not that close...exceptional with my 'retarded girlfriends'(namely shen, leng hue, li ying, crystal n da rest of my zoo gang....)its IMPOSSIBLE to remain silent when talking to them...can't blame me for that....sometimes i can be such a chatterbox that u wan to shut me down...oh...i also make involantary movements with my bony fingers as i tell sth...can' help it to...because its INVOLANTARY!!!!
i have a very small but sweeeeeeet n waaaaaarm family. One dad, 2 sisters, n a house maid...oh...my dearest mummy passed away 2 years ago, like chan kah ming said...breast cancer...T.T

my dad-best guy in de world!!!lol...a pharmacist, a fatherly n motherly man...as a single parent,he is working very very hard to support he whole family...so, can't blame him for being stingy...we know life is hard nowadays....haih...

meng shuen-currently taking ACCA programme(accounting) in sunway univercity college...head of de family...everyone got to listen to her...even dad consults her with whatever decisions he wanna make...meng hui's personal tutor...24 hour tuoring her to do this homework,write that essay, etc...also a tuition teacher, teaches primary students at home...very tall... bout 170cm (wow!)

meng hui-very very artistic...upsr examination just over...currently spending all her time making mazes and toys for the hamsters at home....as there are 5 baby hamsters just delivered today...i think its just a matter of time for me to see her 'building' another nursery bed for them...a grea fan of 'death note' comic...she named all the hamster after the characters!!!(L, light, near n mello...)she even make death note notebooks, pencil holder, draw de comics n all....

auntie may-work at my home for 15 long years...originated from phillipine...came to malaysia when i'm 10 month old...another queen of the house...we got to listen to everything she says too....don't be suprised,she's just like my god mother for now...a fine cook, tailor, baker, barber...yup...she made all the curtains n table cloths at home,cut my hair since young until i change my hair style to short hair recently,cook 3 meals a day-all healthy,low-fat,delicious,sumptious food...AND took good care of my mum when she's very sick...just like a nurse...SO!can't blame her for bossing us around to do house work or homework whatsoever...she has de right 2!!!

ahhh....how i LOVE my family...small, simply but warm n full of love...muaks.....

(so...i still can't get gid of the '...' habit...i'm such a failure...T.T)

sweeeeeet sixteen......

2008-09-27T15:44:00.000+08:00

at first, i do not believe in sweet sixteen...but now i'm sixteen...i found out its true!!!!!haha...simple small insignificant things can be as sweet as honey when you are happy....for example...gossiping...discussing bout guys...kap-ing guys...sms-ing...blah blah blah...
its feels so good 2 be sixteen...SO! i must precious my last 3 months of my sweet sixteen...

a few things i found sweet...
1. a smlie from some1 special...bring u happiness of the day
2. finding dat ur friends care bout u...dat u're not alone in dis world...
3. 5 little hamsters delivered just today...reddish n eyes still closed...a new life is born...
4. 'life is like an ice- cream, enjoy it before it melts'...i LOVE this phrase...its so sweet!!!
5. eating nutritious n tasty homecook food every single day...never have to feel hunry at home...
6. having cooling water to drink just when i need it...relieves the pain in my sore throat..(having 1 beside me now^^)
7. watching家好月圆 with my sis...it teaches me to value family even more...
8. doing add maths with headphone on...humming along n at the same time sms-ing...
9. gossiping with friends bouts classmates affairs...
10. listening to peoples's point of view bout friendship family n relationships.....
11. playing with chubby little hamsters(when they don't bite of course...)
12. flipping over photos or watching slide shows taken n years ago...recalling sweet memories of those significant days...
13. going to genting with my dear classmates this holiday...
14. playing instruments together during hua yue practices...carried away by the melodiousness of de soft music...n watching de conductor's indulged look...rich with expressionsssss....
15. singing in choir...touched by the state of harmony by de voices of the 4 sections...feel like we are 1...sometimes feel like flying in the sky!!!lol....
16. sweet sixteen!!!!!honey moon year......
17. learning something new...a word...a phrase ...a reason 4 living...
18. knowig there's a home when u need it n friends when u wanna talk sth...
19. eat....Eat...EAT!!!!!
20. reading sweeeeeet books like princess diaries....muahahaha....(i going 2 reread de whole set dis hold)
21. my fav number!!!
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100. many many more things that i can't see.....lol.....

so....ya see????life is sweeeeeet......so sweeeeet that u wanna eat it up!!!just when u start to appreciate life...everything is beautiful!!!!!typing dis blog is sweet too...n later i'm going 2 hav my sweet sweet dinner....so chaoz!!!!XD

A not very short introduction....

2008-09-27T15:17:00.000+08:00

Hello, i am meng xin, aka mian, AND i finally have my own blog!!!YIPPEEEEEE!!!!

Anyway, in this blog i promise to obey all the following rules....
1. no english short forms
2. use proper correct english...
3. no ... , la , meh , liao, lo......those malaysian chinese words....
4. always always always blog here....
5. post many many pictures here.....haha
6. erm....wat else???oh ya...n ALWAYS HAVE FUN BLOGGING!!!!!!

(shit.....i realise i'm still using a lot of '...', i really got work harder to control myself....)